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Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Third annual @shoshalmedia celebration on the books. I truly adore and appreciate each and everyone one of our amazing talent, our team and our incredible clients - and of course my hubby! I am grateful for this experience and being surrounded by such vibrant and kind people. The joy I feel in my little heart I have a hard time putting into words sometimes. I work my tushy off, I genuinely care so much about how everyone is taken care of and treated in this industry and when I get to see it come to light and life, I’m my most happiest. I’m a happy little entrepreneur clam. Thank you all so much. Thank you to all that support us and work with us now and in the future. Thank you for making work a happy place. Cheers on the cheers cheers cheers!!!

✨ @overthemoonfaraway @taryndelaniesmith @jordynnlurie @phatcarriebradshaw @pilatesbodyraven @pilatesbodyhotties @vashtie @watchingnewyork @tiffani.charisse @crustbycarson ✨

💼 @kiana_sims @hannah_mackler

📸 @asteverson

❤️ @michaelfabrizinyc

And so many more!!! ❤️ you all!

Tbh I’m still fascinated every time watching New Yorkers on street cleaning days. Drinking their coffee and taking zoom calls from the front seat. Claiming their damn spots.#streetparking #newyorkcitylife

What actually happens during street cleaning in NYC. Everyone’s posted up in their vehicles, ready to go, and do not cross a New Yorker during this stressful and competitive time of unison parallel parking and spot claiming. It’s just how we do. #newyorklife

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Today our little Mac Stanley is 1️⃣. Everyone always says the time goes by so fast and it’s true. Reflecting back just one year ago: we went to our 34 week check up, and they sent us right to the trauma unit, 10 minutes later they told us we’d be delivering our baby via emergency c-section in 10 minutes. We had no control, we had to just find peace in the panic and pray for a healthy baby and mommy. We didn’t even know if you were a boy or a girl. There aren’t many surprises in life and we figured this would be a special one. They asked us what music we wanted to play in the delivery room, we said Mac Miller. And then came baby Mac. A sweet baby boy 6 weeks early to the party and just 4 tiny pounds. You spent 58 days in the NICU. Everyday we came to see you, recovering mommy from surgery and daddy everyday for many hours. Gazing upon you and falling in love with you. One year later life is different as parents, it’s sweeter, it’s more chaotic, and it’s the best job we have, being your mom and your dad. You smiley sweet Mac Stanley.

We are lucky to be your parents and share this life with you. Happy Biryhday sweet boy!!!!!! We love you 🥹🥰

Mom, Dad, Gizmo 🐾

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Happiest of Birthdays to my husband and best friend @michaelfabrizinyc. The last picture of this album is our 1st pic together w/ Bobby Axelrod / Brody and it makes me giggle every time. So much joy in our lives since we swiped right on the good old @bumble app back in 2018. You are the best dad to Mac @yourgirlgizmo, rock, champion and so much more. I’m so lucky to live life with you and I love you to the moon and back. Enjoy your last lap in your 30s. As your wise older wife, 40s kinda cool too but live this year up baby!!!! ✨💕🎂

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Momager moves on a casual Monday! 👠 I purposely didn’t use the Vogue track so y’all could catch all the feels 😂: sight, sound, motion and emotion from this magical day!! @crustbycarson @taryndelaniesmith @20thcenturystudios #TheDevilWearsPrada2

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Remember that episode of Girls when Shosh went to Japan? PS: Congrats on the PR Marathon Tokyo run @crustbycarson and Happy Birthday! 🍞

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Listen, I had a real fun night celebrating this new era ✨
📸 @asteverson

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

Today I’m feeling old but young 🎂. Old because I’ve literally lived 20 lives, but young because I know there’s so much goodness ahead. But my right hips starting to hurt not gonna lie. It’s a big one they say: 40. Bahhh feels crazy! I’m a nostalgic girlie with lots of home videos and memories. This is a random mix of core birthday and milestone moments. Reminding me of the good souls I’m surrounded by everyday (physically and in spirit - I miss my dad most on my birthday it’s just a thing let me feel ❤️) that fill my heart and life with so much joy. Especially on my birthday. Love you all!!!! (And esp my mans @michaelfabrizinyc) AQUARIUS SZN or whatever they say! I don’t know sht about astrology.

They’re calling winter storm Fern historic!! Let’s unpack that ❄️

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

The year was 2016: I was still in my photo in front of street murals era and took my selfie stick wherever I went - concerts like made in America, 90s fest and more. I was living my best corporate world cube life at NBCuniversal and celebrated my 30th bday - then I jumped ship to @complex. DJ Khaled was everywhere doing his little dance (and making like 300k a Snapchat post). I attended and worked at the first ever @complexcon and met @takashipom. Boomerangs were a hot new insta feature. Football Sundays were sacred and @erin.t.spies and I would be at Blue haven from 12-9pm. I made memes and a weekly Friday Shoshcut video for my “internet fans.” Randomly met @fatjoe at a bar and the phone camera quality was trash. Committed to trying ever trending social platform that came out and fortunately/unfortunately never popped off on triller or dubsmash lmao. Went to Karaoke bars as my form of therapy. Traveled around with a fake Mic I called “Mic Jackson” and made people at work and strangers at bars let loose and sing into the abyss. Often spotted dancing at brunch spots during the day if there was music. Still took pics of NYC from the plane window. I loved my @reebok classic with the gum sole and still do. The coloring book by @chancetherapper was my favorite album but a close second was Views by @champagnepapi. The necklaces were still a little chunky, the vibes were high. #2016

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️

Happy Heavenly 71st Bday to My Stanley and Happy earthly 5th Bday to my Gizmo. I can’t believe 5 years ago today we celebrated your 66th, and 1 week later you were suddenly gone. But not gone in spirit that’s for sure. Since I lost my Dad I have been open about my grief. I speak often of Stanley with so much enthusiasm, everyone must know him. If you care to know about me, then you also know Stanley. Social media is supposed to be moments of your life, and he will always be a part of mine, I love sharing him 🥹

The 1st year I was truly numb, nothing felt real. Walking into a drugstore to buy deodorant, soap…Music playing through the speakers. I check out and am kind to the stranger across from me, but Dad is dead. I wanted to scream it, I felt trapped inside of my head. My tiny heart was broken. Silly things didn’t matter and so much was put into perspective. That March we got Gizmo. We found out that she shared the same last true bday as my dad. He picked her for us and she is our soul dog. Mike was so supportive ❤️ (what a true gem of a man) and proposed later that year. I started my own business and was a little scared to take the leap, but was more motivated than ever to do it my way. Time is put into perspective in unique ways when you experience grief. I feel only those who have experienced grief really understand that.

The next year we got married 🥹. I was happy as a clam, but also had this hole in my heart that I was learning to build around. Time was both the gift and the curse: it helps you feel better as you adjust to life without your person physically here, but it also makes you feel further from them, their voice, their hugs, their letters and texts.

This year we had sweet baby Mac Stanley. My grief waves hit when I realize Mac will never meet his grandfather who he was named after, but I will continue to share his memory. He will know his grandpa too ❤️

Today: We did all of Stanley’s favorite things. We had family time and snuggles, a walk for Gizmo, had ☕️ and brought Stanley’s SMC mug and enjoyed each and every sip. We were present together building new memories and memories in his honor. Happy bday to my true loves ❤️