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CAMGIRL wears a mask (part 1)02.15.26
I created the video projections day-of, with the images based off the dream I had the night before. My last CAMGIRL was in 2022, so this was a special one for me... I'm reflecting on the idea of tenderness in a complex and overstimulating world and integrating past selves without returning to them.

Music by Stephen Castiglione (@stephen.castiglione)
Stage Extraordinaire: Sam Deutsch (@samtruedeutsch)
Created at @atlanticcenterforthearts during Residency 196 🌴

NEXT THURSDAY | 9:30pm 👼🦓 Holy Animals will be at The Tank (@thetanknyc) on March 27!
**$15-$25 tix in bio**

Part dance, part film, part witchcraft, part rock concert... all about the stereotyped women of Dante's 'Divine Comedy'.

Featuring live music by Caitlin Montclare of MONTE (@monte.music) and the honey vocals of songstress Carami Hilaire, alongside some good ol' Girl Power D.A.N.C.I.N.G. by me, @courtney_lopes, and @makennaz8

Technical Assistant: @lhummus
🎧 @chaosmopolitan
📹 @howdyfilmstx @tyler_russell_film

💋Put on that Herb Alpert record you’ve been holding on to and have a very groovy weekend.

Here’s a clip from my archives! If you wanna see more of me and some other truly sexy performers, come see Holy Animals at @acadianacenterforthearts on July 11 & 12 at 7:30pm…

It’ll be unhinged rock, opera, modern dance, electronic music, video art, and wonderful lighting- all bundled up into a sweet lil’ package of Dante’s Divine Comedy.

PERFORMERS
@pbkmedia
@courtney_lopes
@ggaswell
@sickridela
@sopranomassey
@chaosmopolitan

Lighting by @earth.toned.tim

📸If you’re a photographer, would you be interested in taking photos of our dress rehearsal?

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

IT'S INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, BITCHES!!! Thank your goddesses for the ladies, hug and kiss the important ones in your life, and maybe try to do 1 thing today that shows how much you'd like to fuck the patriarchy!! (Obviously there's many more people I'd love to include in these photos, but my phone is new and my camera roll is lacking. Ily)

What are you gunna do? ♀️

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Nothing I say can describe the experience I had at @atlanticcenterforthearts with the artists of Residency #196. It was simply magical, my spirit house, an eye-opening way of living life through art and pure love.

Thank you to @johnheginbotham, @meglevin, and @greg.corbino for facilitating such an incredible 3 weeks, and mentoring us in dance, music, puppetry, climate activism, and the awful truth of the way our planet (and the species that live on it) is heading towards. It's never too late to change the course!

I have new favorite artists. They are @samtruedeutsch @hausofmarsian @sturmn8r @olivia_passarelli @miguel.mirandac @gaptoothstudios @dreuxness @eleanorseigler @aserenedaydream @caitlin4jk @billiefeather @stephen.castiglione @katy.williams.design @estherlilydew @dancewithneelam

Play time at @atlanticcenterforthearts during Residency 196 👽

Thank you, @caitlin4jk for the photo!

In my own little weird world with some very awesome artists during a week-long workshop with @ruthechilds.

Photos by @yuxima_

In my own little weird world with some very awesome artists during a week-long workshop with @ruthechilds.

Photos by @yuxima_

In my own little weird world with some very awesome artists during a week-long workshop with @ruthechilds.

Photos by @yuxima_

In my own little weird world with some very awesome artists during a week-long workshop with @ruthechilds.

Photos by @yuxima_

In my own little weird world with some very awesome artists during a week-long workshop with @ruthechilds.

Photos by @yuxima_

In my own little weird world with some very awesome artists during a week-long workshop with @ruthechilds.

Photos by @yuxima_

Cleaned (2025) - Recycling my old movement films and layering new ideas on top. Footage from "Woman in Bath" (2018).

Some concepts I'm currently enjoying are psychedelia, nostalgia, darkness, and the poetics of time & space.

#videoart #nycartist #digitalart #movementdirection #newmedia

Triptych I made in 2025 from my short film, "The Psycho Bitch," (2023) starring @norrisfeedlins. Filmed on a VHS camcorder.

Naturally occurring glitches from analog recordings have always intrigued me, and this film in particular has some stunning images.

#videoartist #newmedia #recycledart #nycartist #glitchart

prima materia (2026)

#videoartist #collage #newmedia #nycartist #louisianaartist

prima materia (2026)

#videoartist #collage #newmedia #nycartist #louisianaartist

The secret is that only which can destroy itself is truly alive. Cheers to creating and playing, I hope this year is everything. Happy 2026!

PC: @gracehemisphere from my show, Holy Animals
QC: Carl Jung

How do you stuff your bra??
12.27.25

#performanceartist #videoartist #camgirl #virility