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Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

Had the bright idea to try and test my confidence and pick up a blown Caddy from Cali to fix it with the help of @skinny___d, @meecrobishere, and @efrantastic.

I wanted to take this as an opportunity to learn and push myself. Can’t thank the boys enough for their help and advice throughout this new experience for me.

This will serve as the new family car and tow vehicle so I spent time replacing a lot of parts that were aged/worn to make sure this would be a solid rig.

Thanks to @rtizzle for putting together the motor and tuning it once we were done!

Thank you @philstarsays with @vrwheels / @gmrwheels for making me this custom set of 22s and @artemrider for help with specs!

Thank you @norcal_ss_customs for help with the suspension kit and all my questions!

#caddilac #caddy #caddyyfam⚡ #caddyscustoms #escalade #esv #caddylife #loweredcaddy #loweredcaddys #loweredcaddybaggedcaddy #gmrwheels #gmr #ce28 #ce28n #caddilacescalade

I don’t think I can ever get tired of driving this thing.

USAIR has been a great home track but I need more 3rd gear tracks to drive and practice more.

Thank you @autobahncc for having us today for members day!

#jzs161 #jzs160 #aristo #toyota #gs300 #gs400 #teamproceed #rcnmotors #raysfactory #heatmaker #serialnine #koyorad #thrashracing #garagesixteen #mbquart #maxxsonics #drifting

Mental health check reminder. @sweetpea_jeanie @jbuado and #riobash reminded me that the push to get better should never end.

I shared a photo of the family saying, “I’d do anything for these 3. In reality, the number should always include yourself. Is that selfish? Maybe? My thoughts coincide with the the staff on the airplane when they conduct their emergency protocols demonstrating that you need to put on your mask before helping others.

How does that relate? Same with mental health, how can you give your all to your loved ones when you yourself are struggling and not giving yourself enough attention.

Why am I bringing this up?
I still struggle today. I thought I was in a good place but I recently started having random panic/anxiety attacks. They are super short and intense, but I seem to be able to manage them. Nonetheless it terrifies me and I still have a lot work to do.

I mention this because all these photos on social media aren’t perfect, and nobody is perfect. We are all alike in having struggles.

Always talk to someone, anyone. If you can find a therapist, I find it super helpful. I also found that Toto Wolff also sees a therapist. That helped ground me knowing that someone of his stature and success still needs someone.

As always, I am happy to talk to anyone. My phone will always be open.

Much love y’all.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

A little over a year since my last mental health check.

I do these as a reminder that everyone struggles, and there should be no shame in reaching out for help. If this helps one person to be vulnerable, and ask for assistance from me or anyone else, I’ll call that successful.

I’ve decided to stay on meds as it keeps me mellowed out. Most of 2025,I was unemployed and home with the kids. Didn’t get a job til late 2025 and honestly, it’s not a good fit.I’m struggling to find my way and figure out how to be a good father, husband, and provider (1/2 bc @geneveve_pc holds it down with stability).

Middle of the year, I had a pretty dark month or two trying to get my mind right. Started therapy again and it helped tremendously (if you are embarrassed or too proud to try it, Toto Wolff and many high profile people use this outlet).

After a few months docs discovered that on top of my currently mental health status, I also have ADHD. It’s right on the borderline but we all decided I’d let some more help enter my life in the form of meds.

Docs think I might have had it all my life, but was able to manage it on my own, just up until recently with the 3rd blessing in our life, among everything else.

Still adjusting to things, but it seems that it’s helping. All the remaining anxiety and struggles I currently have are all warranted. Just have to keep on pushing to do better overall.

I have been struggling with the idea of selling the s15 and doing something else with my life since there hasn’t been much joy with it. Luckily my wife and close friends have convinced me to keep it for now. It also helps that it sounds better. 💪🏼🤣

If you made it this far, I appreciate you. If you made it this far and want to reach out, please do. I’m always happy to chat. If you made it this far, talk to someone, anyone. Don’t let pride or embarrassment hold you

Much love and mahalo.

@mrchob Stunning S15
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February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

February felt busy. Hoping for new doors in March. Scroll and find the heartbreak for February.

It was very cool to have the family take a picture in front of the car at the @thechicagoautoshow.

Thank you again to @fullydrivn for having the #s15 in your booth.

Big thanks again to @maacowaukegan for getting the aero and all the pieces painted in time for the show and sitting pretty. Sorry about the front bumper. 😭🙃🙃

Thank you to the boys and wives for holding down the booth everyday while our cars were there. Appreciate yall!

#silvia #msports #s15silvia #nissan

It was very cool to have the family take a picture in front of the car at the @thechicagoautoshow.

Thank you again to @fullydrivn for having the #s15 in your booth.

Big thanks again to @maacowaukegan for getting the aero and all the pieces painted in time for the show and sitting pretty. Sorry about the front bumper. 😭🙃🙃

Thank you to the boys and wives for holding down the booth everyday while our cars were there. Appreciate yall!

#silvia #msports #s15silvia #nissan

It was very cool to have the family take a picture in front of the car at the @thechicagoautoshow.

Thank you again to @fullydrivn for having the #s15 in your booth.

Big thanks again to @maacowaukegan for getting the aero and all the pieces painted in time for the show and sitting pretty. Sorry about the front bumper. 😭🙃🙃

Thank you to the boys and wives for holding down the booth everyday while our cars were there. Appreciate yall!

#silvia #msports #s15silvia #nissan

It was very cool to have the family take a picture in front of the car at the @thechicagoautoshow.

Thank you again to @fullydrivn for having the #s15 in your booth.

Big thanks again to @maacowaukegan for getting the aero and all the pieces painted in time for the show and sitting pretty. Sorry about the front bumper. 😭🙃🙃

Thank you to the boys and wives for holding down the booth everyday while our cars were there. Appreciate yall!

#silvia #msports #s15silvia #nissan

It was very cool to have the family take a picture in front of the car at the @thechicagoautoshow.

Thank you again to @fullydrivn for having the #s15 in your booth.

Big thanks again to @maacowaukegan for getting the aero and all the pieces painted in time for the show and sitting pretty. Sorry about the front bumper. 😭🙃🙃

Thank you to the boys and wives for holding down the booth everyday while our cars were there. Appreciate yall!

#silvia #msports #s15silvia #nissan

It was very cool to have the family take a picture in front of the car at the @thechicagoautoshow.

Thank you again to @fullydrivn for having the #s15 in your booth.

Big thanks again to @maacowaukegan for getting the aero and all the pieces painted in time for the show and sitting pretty. Sorry about the front bumper. 😭🙃🙃

Thank you to the boys and wives for holding down the booth everyday while our cars were there. Appreciate yall!

#silvia #msports #s15silvia #nissan

It was very cool to have the family take a picture in front of the car at the @thechicagoautoshow.

Thank you again to @fullydrivn for having the #s15 in your booth.

Big thanks again to @maacowaukegan for getting the aero and all the pieces painted in time for the show and sitting pretty. Sorry about the front bumper. 😭🙃🙃

Thank you to the boys and wives for holding down the booth everyday while our cars were there. Appreciate yall!

#silvia #msports #s15silvia #nissan

🛞 A collection of wheels @thechicagoautoshow

@thechicagoautoshow @chitownexoticcargroup @thecastrolsupra @mr_m3any @rwb_usa@s_m_e_l_l_i_o_t @travispastrana @ryderlamb_ @fish2556 @yema.collective @mrchob @mikes_ej2 @the_varelis_collection

🛞 A collection of wheels @thechicagoautoshow

@thechicagoautoshow @chitownexoticcargroup @thecastrolsupra @mr_m3any @rwb_usa@s_m_e_l_l_i_o_t @travispastrana @ryderlamb_ @fish2556 @yema.collective @mrchob @mikes_ej2 @the_varelis_collection

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

“ʟᴏᴡ, ʟᴏᴜᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇɢᴇɴᴅᴀʀʏ” #carphotography #chicagoautoshow2026

Stoked on the new look. Bought the M-Sports from @dpomps before I even bought the car. 🙃

Thanks to Phil at @gmrwheels for the new set.

Huge shoutout to @maacowaukegan for getting everything prepped and sprayed with such short notice for the @fullydrivn at the @thechicagoautoshow. Hit them up and ask for Ron!

#maacowaukegan #s15 #s15silvia #nissan #nissansilvias15 #msports #dmaxjapan #dmax

Stoked on the new look. Bought the M-Sports from @dpomps before I even bought the car. 🙃

Thanks to Phil at @gmrwheels for the new set.

Huge shoutout to @maacowaukegan for getting everything prepped and sprayed with such short notice for the @fullydrivn at the @thechicagoautoshow. Hit them up and ask for Ron!

#maacowaukegan #s15 #s15silvia #nissan #nissansilvias15 #msports #dmaxjapan #dmax

Stoked on the new look. Bought the M-Sports from @dpomps before I even bought the car. 🙃

Thanks to Phil at @gmrwheels for the new set.

Huge shoutout to @maacowaukegan for getting everything prepped and sprayed with such short notice for the @fullydrivn at the @thechicagoautoshow. Hit them up and ask for Ron!

#maacowaukegan #s15 #s15silvia #nissan #nissansilvias15 #msports #dmaxjapan #dmax

Stoked on the new look. Bought the M-Sports from @dpomps before I even bought the car. 🙃

Thanks to Phil at @gmrwheels for the new set.

Huge shoutout to @maacowaukegan for getting everything prepped and sprayed with such short notice for the @fullydrivn at the @thechicagoautoshow. Hit them up and ask for Ron!

#maacowaukegan #s15 #s15silvia #nissan #nissansilvias15 #msports #dmaxjapan #dmax

Stoked on the new look. Bought the M-Sports from @dpomps before I even bought the car. 🙃

Thanks to Phil at @gmrwheels for the new set.

Huge shoutout to @maacowaukegan for getting everything prepped and sprayed with such short notice for the @fullydrivn at the @thechicagoautoshow. Hit them up and ask for Ron!

#maacowaukegan #s15 #s15silvia #nissan #nissansilvias15 #msports #dmaxjapan #dmax

Big thanks to @maacowaukegan for helping me out with all the new aero. Hit them up for any paint needs. Tell them I sent you, Ron and the team will take care you!

Check out the new look at the @thechicagoautoshow next week at the @fullydrivn booth with the boys.

#maaco #maacowaukegan #msports #s15 #silvia #nissan

Big thanks to @maacowaukegan for helping me out with all the new aero. Hit them up for any paint needs. Tell them I sent you, Ron and the team will take care you!

Check out the new look at the @thechicagoautoshow next week at the @fullydrivn booth with the boys.

#maaco #maacowaukegan #msports #s15 #silvia #nissan