EARVEE CRUZ ๐ต๐ญ
@earveeglamz ๐ง๐ฝโโ๏ธ
hmua: jasmine@theonly.agency
socials: earveebookings@gmail.com

WHAAAAAA ๐ Pinch me! My first appearance in the MALLS!?? Like where u shop at!?? and for LIDS?? #MakingMyDadProud
such a fun set with dope people and the most caring crew!! Feeling suchhh intense gratitude as I cross off another 2025 goalโฆ from dreams to plans to actionsโฆ to DONE! Billboards and TVโs next ๐๐
Thank you for having me @lids and @milltickettv for casting me <33 If you see me, take a piccccc and show me hehehe ๐คญ

WHAAAAAA ๐ Pinch me! My first appearance in the MALLS!?? Like where u shop at!?? and for LIDS?? #MakingMyDadProud
such a fun set with dope people and the most caring crew!! Feeling suchhh intense gratitude as I cross off another 2025 goalโฆ from dreams to plans to actionsโฆ to DONE! Billboards and TVโs next ๐๐
Thank you for having me @lids and @milltickettv for casting me <33 If you see me, take a piccccc and show me hehehe ๐คญ

WHAAAAAA ๐ Pinch me! My first appearance in the MALLS!?? Like where u shop at!?? and for LIDS?? #MakingMyDadProud
such a fun set with dope people and the most caring crew!! Feeling suchhh intense gratitude as I cross off another 2025 goalโฆ from dreams to plans to actionsโฆ to DONE! Billboards and TVโs next ๐๐
Thank you for having me @lids and @milltickettv for casting me <33 If you see me, take a piccccc and show me hehehe ๐คญ

WHAAAAAA ๐ Pinch me! My first appearance in the MALLS!?? Like where u shop at!?? and for LIDS?? #MakingMyDadProud
such a fun set with dope people and the most caring crew!! Feeling suchhh intense gratitude as I cross off another 2025 goalโฆ from dreams to plans to actionsโฆ to DONE! Billboards and TVโs next ๐๐
Thank you for having me @lids and @milltickettv for casting me <33 If you see me, take a piccccc and show me hehehe ๐คญ
WHAAAAAA ๐ Pinch me! My first appearance in the MALLS!?? Like where u shop at!?? and for LIDS?? #MakingMyDadProud
such a fun set with dope people and the most caring crew!! Feeling suchhh intense gratitude as I cross off another 2025 goalโฆ from dreams to plans to actionsโฆ to DONE! Billboards and TVโs next ๐๐
Thank you for having me @lids and @milltickettv for casting me <33 If you see me, take a piccccc and show me hehehe ๐คญ

WHAAAAAA ๐ Pinch me! My first appearance in the MALLS!?? Like where u shop at!?? and for LIDS?? #MakingMyDadProud
such a fun set with dope people and the most caring crew!! Feeling suchhh intense gratitude as I cross off another 2025 goalโฆ from dreams to plans to actionsโฆ to DONE! Billboards and TVโs next ๐๐
Thank you for having me @lids and @milltickettv for casting me <33 If you see me, take a piccccc and show me hehehe ๐คญ

flown out to Japan as a HMUA then seen myself in stores as a MODEL :0 i guess thatโs just how iโm livin (*ยด-`)
thank u @comet_magazine, thank u tokyo, thank u my bm sailorr :333

flown out to Japan as a HMUA then seen myself in stores as a MODEL :0 i guess thatโs just how iโm livin (*ยด-`)
thank u @comet_magazine, thank u tokyo, thank u my bm sailorr :333

flown out to Japan as a HMUA then seen myself in stores as a MODEL :0 i guess thatโs just how iโm livin (*ยด-`)
thank u @comet_magazine, thank u tokyo, thank u my bm sailorr :333

flown out to Japan as a HMUA then seen myself in stores as a MODEL :0 i guess thatโs just how iโm livin (*ยด-`)
thank u @comet_magazine, thank u tokyo, thank u my bm sailorr :333

flown out to Japan as a HMUA then seen myself in stores as a MODEL :0 i guess thatโs just how iโm livin (*ยด-`)
thank u @comet_magazine, thank u tokyo, thank u my bm sailorr :333
flown out to Japan as a HMUA then seen myself in stores as a MODEL :0 i guess thatโs just how iโm livin (*ยด-`)
thank u @comet_magazine, thank u tokyo, thank u my bm sailorr :333

26 ๐ Every year Iโm reminded of the love in my life whenever I celebrate my bday! Iโm so grateful for a new year, my family, and life-long friends. Thank you for all the bday wishes, thank you for the flowers, thank you to my friends who came & enabled my diva ๐
Insanely grateful for life

26 ๐ Every year Iโm reminded of the love in my life whenever I celebrate my bday! Iโm so grateful for a new year, my family, and life-long friends. Thank you for all the bday wishes, thank you for the flowers, thank you to my friends who came & enabled my diva ๐
Insanely grateful for life

26 ๐ Every year Iโm reminded of the love in my life whenever I celebrate my bday! Iโm so grateful for a new year, my family, and life-long friends. Thank you for all the bday wishes, thank you for the flowers, thank you to my friends who came & enabled my diva ๐
Insanely grateful for life

26 ๐ Every year Iโm reminded of the love in my life whenever I celebrate my bday! Iโm so grateful for a new year, my family, and life-long friends. Thank you for all the bday wishes, thank you for the flowers, thank you to my friends who came & enabled my diva ๐
Insanely grateful for life

26 ๐ Every year Iโm reminded of the love in my life whenever I celebrate my bday! Iโm so grateful for a new year, my family, and life-long friends. Thank you for all the bday wishes, thank you for the flowers, thank you to my friends who came & enabled my diva ๐
Insanely grateful for life

26 ๐ Every year Iโm reminded of the love in my life whenever I celebrate my bday! Iโm so grateful for a new year, my family, and life-long friends. Thank you for all the bday wishes, thank you for the flowers, thank you to my friends who came & enabled my diva ๐
Insanely grateful for life

26 ๐ Every year Iโm reminded of the love in my life whenever I celebrate my bday! Iโm so grateful for a new year, my family, and life-long friends. Thank you for all the bday wishes, thank you for the flowers, thank you to my friends who came & enabled my diva ๐
Insanely grateful for life

๐ธ๐๐๐๐ฉฐ
Canvas: @earveecruz
MUA: @skreembeauty
#lamua #skreem #lamakeupartist #skreembeauty

๐ธ๐๐๐๐ฉฐ
Canvas: @earveecruz
MUA: @skreembeauty
#lamua #skreem #lamakeupartist #skreembeauty

๐ธ๐๐๐๐ฉฐ
Canvas: @earveecruz
MUA: @skreembeauty
#lamua #skreem #lamakeupartist #skreembeauty
๐ธ๐๐๐๐ฉฐ
Canvas: @earveecruz
MUA: @skreembeauty
#lamua #skreem #lamakeupartist #skreembeauty

๐ธ๐๐๐๐ฉฐ
Canvas: @earveecruz
MUA: @skreembeauty
#lamua #skreem #lamakeupartist #skreembeauty

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

#earveecore ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐
Iโve forgotten who I am at core.
Growing up Iโve prided myself on top tier discernment, having a lover and friends that were almost unrealistically perfect. When life didnโt move as perfectly as my expectations, I couldnโt handle the reality. I lost the love of my life, friends who held my heart, my home that grounded me, and ultimately I lost my sense of self. Now, I move with eyes on my back and knife in my hands - ready. Ready for anything. Ready to lose it all. Always. Sadly, That is not the way I know myself as. Thatโs not who I am here to be.
Iโve always seen myself as sweet, nurturing, trusting, and a lover with open arms. Lately, Iโve realized thatโs not the person Iโm showing up as anymore. I find myself closed off, distrusting, isolated, cold-hearted, and detached. I find any small excuse to remove myself from situations for the sake of โprotecting my heartโ Iโve been hurt so now I hurt people for the sake of protecting me. Thatโs not who Iโm meant to be!!!!
Iโve let bad experiences dim my light. Iโve let them stray me away from my purpose. I am Earvee, I am meant for greatness. I am still deserving of love. I am trustworthy, therefore other trustworthy people exist. I am more than just my body. My heart is fragile and It is special. My love is unconditional and my love can heal.
Getting my heart broken and exposed is a small price to pay for meaningful connections, so I take this moment of isolation and acknowledge it as a necessary timeto bring me back to me. But I keep my heart open to the possibility of all the love that life brings onto me ๐ Love for my self, Love for my body, Love for my home, Love for my career, Love back into my art, Love into my poetry. LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! THE ANSWER IS LOVE.

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot

bubble gum โห๊ฉ๏ฝก๐ี
photos by โ @duhmarr
glam by โ @skreembeauty
muse โ @earveecruz
#y2k #grunge #creativephotography #photoshootideas #photoshoot
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