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FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

FUCKED, look 13 on @allirawrrr, captured by @nicsfliks

Poem written by @allirawrrr @allirawrt

BRAND: @lovenicolalouise

PRODUCER: @txshdxwns

EVENT ORGANISER: @evaaa.gif

COLLABORATORS: @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ccharliehope @xo.manzanita @grigasdesigns @allirawrt @_feks 

LEAD STYLIST: @joelymalcolm
STYLING TEAM: @kimberley.jonjin @anglangg @ccharliehope

MAKEUP DIRECTION: @rowisingh
MAKEUP ARTISTS: @shannonkeymakeup @sgnatx @mua_felicity @kristenzinghini @gidget.hmua @rowisingh assisted by @makeupbychelsxx

HAIR: @johnpulitano @jacheadcasehair @eryn_headcasehair @brixton_headcasehair @donna_headcasehair @daniellacoulits.hair @hayley_headcasehair_ @headcasehair @davroe

NAILS: @nailsbyakayrii @akayriirose

MUSIC: @mon_is_fashionably_late

PHOTOGRAPHY: @nicsfliks @elina200d @tasswizzle

VIDEOGRAPHY: @robharley_ @nicsfliks

DANCERS: @duo.daya @lauren_brereton @tianamusico

MODELS: @dragonsweep @meeshi__ @laylarosepreston @gnarlynandos @jet_rt @sophieeeteo @katvondoll_ @zigs_mom @milohartill @amylthequeen @allirawrrr @_feks @princessdianaammonia @beccaxhatch @xo.manzanita @anwynbrookeevans @lynnmeii @emmeline_morris @dianawhole @ihatekilimi

thank you to our lovely ushers @ediechw @loyalfollowerz @sashabecker__ @alexanderpoulos_, @cassie.eco @rackjumble @imirocks for helping out everywhere and anywhere on the day & my family/friends for helping out with all the chaos that went into making this show happen

I like a Lil Gothic novel or a classic. As a prospective teacher, I've always wanted to collect some of the greatest novels as an investment in myself and my vocabulary. In turn, its inspired me to write. Even though publicly sharing personal thoughts and ideas can be extremely vulnerable and uncomfortable, it has also made me increasingly fearless as I continue to post. Some may read the things on my page and pass judgements, but in the end, I want to prove to myself that I can try without being absolutely perfect right away. I'm only 26 but starting new things as an adult still seems incredibly daunting, considering those who have been honing their craft since they were a child are already 1000 steps ahead of you. I hope with this account I can come to terms with the imperfections and mistakes that come with starting something new. I may not feel naturally gifted or have had much practice but that doesn't mean that there isn't room for growth in the future. My therapist would be proud.

If you read this, thank you for reading this dump. I hope I can look back and see growth as I continue on my creative path.

Soul food

Soul food

Soul food

To california
Love allira

I am part of the heated rivalry cult and I approve this message.

May romance never die.

Ok, I haven't posted in a while, but that's because I felt I had nothing to say. It just so happens that now i do. I just watched Selena Gomez My Mind and Me documentary, where she opens up about her mental illness and lupus. My mom recommended i watch it a few months ago, but I never felt up for it until now. It was weird seeing myself in someone so famous and talented, someone who seemingly has it all. But I did see myself, and that was special. I sat down after and immediately wrote this about my experience. Loneliness has been the center of my life for years, which is why I started with my relationship to the feeling. Loneliness is not an uncommon feeling, a feeling someone, everyone has probably experienced at some point or another. It's never easy. Intrusive thoughts and impulsive actions are never easy. Feeling crazy is never easy.

Mental health is so important in this day and age. The more you learn about it, the less you will fear it. Love to you all.

Ok, I haven't posted in a while, but that's because I felt I had nothing to say. It just so happens that now i do. I just watched Selena Gomez My Mind and Me documentary, where she opens up about her mental illness and lupus. My mom recommended i watch it a few months ago, but I never felt up for it until now. It was weird seeing myself in someone so famous and talented, someone who seemingly has it all. But I did see myself, and that was special. I sat down after and immediately wrote this about my experience. Loneliness has been the center of my life for years, which is why I started with my relationship to the feeling. Loneliness is not an uncommon feeling, a feeling someone, everyone has probably experienced at some point or another. It's never easy. Intrusive thoughts and impulsive actions are never easy. Feeling crazy is never easy.

Mental health is so important in this day and age. The more you learn about it, the less you will fear it. Love to you all.

Ok, I haven't posted in a while, but that's because I felt I had nothing to say. It just so happens that now i do. I just watched Selena Gomez My Mind and Me documentary, where she opens up about her mental illness and lupus. My mom recommended i watch it a few months ago, but I never felt up for it until now. It was weird seeing myself in someone so famous and talented, someone who seemingly has it all. But I did see myself, and that was special. I sat down after and immediately wrote this about my experience. Loneliness has been the center of my life for years, which is why I started with my relationship to the feeling. Loneliness is not an uncommon feeling, a feeling someone, everyone has probably experienced at some point or another. It's never easy. Intrusive thoughts and impulsive actions are never easy. Feeling crazy is never easy.

Mental health is so important in this day and age. The more you learn about it, the less you will fear it. Love to you all.

Ok, I haven't posted in a while, but that's because I felt I had nothing to say. It just so happens that now i do. I just watched Selena Gomez My Mind and Me documentary, where she opens up about her mental illness and lupus. My mom recommended i watch it a few months ago, but I never felt up for it until now. It was weird seeing myself in someone so famous and talented, someone who seemingly has it all. But I did see myself, and that was special. I sat down after and immediately wrote this about my experience. Loneliness has been the center of my life for years, which is why I started with my relationship to the feeling. Loneliness is not an uncommon feeling, a feeling someone, everyone has probably experienced at some point or another. It's never easy. Intrusive thoughts and impulsive actions are never easy. Feeling crazy is never easy.

Mental health is so important in this day and age. The more you learn about it, the less you will fear it. Love to you all.

Ok, I haven't posted in a while, but that's because I felt I had nothing to say. It just so happens that now i do. I just watched Selena Gomez My Mind and Me documentary, where she opens up about her mental illness and lupus. My mom recommended i watch it a few months ago, but I never felt up for it until now. It was weird seeing myself in someone so famous and talented, someone who seemingly has it all. But I did see myself, and that was special. I sat down after and immediately wrote this about my experience. Loneliness has been the center of my life for years, which is why I started with my relationship to the feeling. Loneliness is not an uncommon feeling, a feeling someone, everyone has probably experienced at some point or another. It's never easy. Intrusive thoughts and impulsive actions are never easy. Feeling crazy is never easy.

Mental health is so important in this day and age. The more you learn about it, the less you will fear it. Love to you all.

Hi,

I am trying a new thing, also known as putting myself out there. Tune in for book recommendations and personal poetic insight (if you will). I'm excited to share some of my stuff as I continue practicing.

Love allira