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hi 𓆨 my new EP titled “ᵒ˶°´” comes out november 20th on @leavingrecords. come celebrate with me & @livingearth.la on nov 23rd at @plant_material alongside some wonderful native plants & pollinators
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honored to be sharing the stage w/ sweetfriends @cashin____ + @renegog . i'll be playing my new tracks & sharing some glimpses of a new little world i've been building ๑ï
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(poster by meee 🐜 @studio.ampersands )

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there & here & many more things in between

there & here & many more things in between

there & here & many more things in between

there & here & many more things in between

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🎹: @goodluckfruit

⏳~ 1 yr of time-find.ing ~ ⌛️
about 79 minutes ago from right now i thought to myself oh i probably missed the 1 year anniversary oflaunching this thing but turns out today is that day. ok ! initially i liked the idea of not really "promoting" this project but idk after a year of having it up i'm starting to get more comfortable with it being visible.

anyway, this is basically a living archive of my life in sound. really it's just a blog that's not so much about words but also it's a bit personal and vulnerable & precious to me and maybe it's my first little contribution to the poetic web / indie web that i keep hearing about and you should hear about too

i have absolutely no analytics for the site and no idea if anyone is visiting it but i've really enjoyed having this little garden to tend in my own corner of the web. hoping to do more projects like this on the www. swipe for some of my favorite time—finds from the last year or just type it in somewhere time-find.ing

also p.s. for some reason the mobile browsers don't seem to be able to deal with the plain ass html audio element so go to your big computer for the best experience i guess

⏳~ 1 yr of time-find.ing ~ ⌛️
about 79 minutes ago from right now i thought to myself oh i probably missed the 1 year anniversary oflaunching this thing but turns out today is that day. ok ! initially i liked the idea of not really "promoting" this project but idk after a year of having it up i'm starting to get more comfortable with it being visible.

anyway, this is basically a living archive of my life in sound. really it's just a blog that's not so much about words but also it's a bit personal and vulnerable & precious to me and maybe it's my first little contribution to the poetic web / indie web that i keep hearing about and you should hear about too

i have absolutely no analytics for the site and no idea if anyone is visiting it but i've really enjoyed having this little garden to tend in my own corner of the web. hoping to do more projects like this on the www. swipe for some of my favorite time—finds from the last year or just type it in somewhere time-find.ing

also p.s. for some reason the mobile browsers don't seem to be able to deal with the plain ass html audio element so go to your big computer for the best experience i guess

⏳~ 1 yr of time-find.ing ~ ⌛️
about 79 minutes ago from right now i thought to myself oh i probably missed the 1 year anniversary oflaunching this thing but turns out today is that day. ok ! initially i liked the idea of not really "promoting" this project but idk after a year of having it up i'm starting to get more comfortable with it being visible.

anyway, this is basically a living archive of my life in sound. really it's just a blog that's not so much about words but also it's a bit personal and vulnerable & precious to me and maybe it's my first little contribution to the poetic web / indie web that i keep hearing about and you should hear about too

i have absolutely no analytics for the site and no idea if anyone is visiting it but i've really enjoyed having this little garden to tend in my own corner of the web. hoping to do more projects like this on the www. swipe for some of my favorite time—finds from the last year or just type it in somewhere time-find.ing

also p.s. for some reason the mobile browsers don't seem to be able to deal with the plain ass html audio element so go to your big computer for the best experience i guess

⏳~ 1 yr of time-find.ing ~ ⌛️
about 79 minutes ago from right now i thought to myself oh i probably missed the 1 year anniversary oflaunching this thing but turns out today is that day. ok ! initially i liked the idea of not really "promoting" this project but idk after a year of having it up i'm starting to get more comfortable with it being visible.

anyway, this is basically a living archive of my life in sound. really it's just a blog that's not so much about words but also it's a bit personal and vulnerable & precious to me and maybe it's my first little contribution to the poetic web / indie web that i keep hearing about and you should hear about too

i have absolutely no analytics for the site and no idea if anyone is visiting it but i've really enjoyed having this little garden to tend in my own corner of the web. hoping to do more projects like this on the www. swipe for some of my favorite time—finds from the last year or just type it in somewhere time-find.ing

also p.s. for some reason the mobile browsers don't seem to be able to deal with the plain ass html audio element so go to your big computer for the best experience i guess

⏳~ 1 yr of time-find.ing ~ ⌛️
about 79 minutes ago from right now i thought to myself oh i probably missed the 1 year anniversary oflaunching this thing but turns out today is that day. ok ! initially i liked the idea of not really "promoting" this project but idk after a year of having it up i'm starting to get more comfortable with it being visible.

anyway, this is basically a living archive of my life in sound. really it's just a blog that's not so much about words but also it's a bit personal and vulnerable & precious to me and maybe it's my first little contribution to the poetic web / indie web that i keep hearing about and you should hear about too

i have absolutely no analytics for the site and no idea if anyone is visiting it but i've really enjoyed having this little garden to tend in my own corner of the web. hoping to do more projects like this on the www. swipe for some of my favorite time—finds from the last year or just type it in somewhere time-find.ing

also p.s. for some reason the mobile browsers don't seem to be able to deal with the plain ass html audio element so go to your big computer for the best experience i guess

⏳~ 1 yr of time-find.ing ~ ⌛️
about 79 minutes ago from right now i thought to myself oh i probably missed the 1 year anniversary oflaunching this thing but turns out today is that day. ok ! initially i liked the idea of not really "promoting" this project but idk after a year of having it up i'm starting to get more comfortable with it being visible.

anyway, this is basically a living archive of my life in sound. really it's just a blog that's not so much about words but also it's a bit personal and vulnerable & precious to me and maybe it's my first little contribution to the poetic web / indie web that i keep hearing about and you should hear about too

i have absolutely no analytics for the site and no idea if anyone is visiting it but i've really enjoyed having this little garden to tend in my own corner of the web. hoping to do more projects like this on the www. swipe for some of my favorite time—finds from the last year or just type it in somewhere time-find.ing

also p.s. for some reason the mobile browsers don't seem to be able to deal with the plain ass html audio element so go to your big computer for the best experience i guess

⏳~ 1 yr of time-find.ing ~ ⌛️
about 79 minutes ago from right now i thought to myself oh i probably missed the 1 year anniversary oflaunching this thing but turns out today is that day. ok ! initially i liked the idea of not really "promoting" this project but idk after a year of having it up i'm starting to get more comfortable with it being visible.

anyway, this is basically a living archive of my life in sound. really it's just a blog that's not so much about words but also it's a bit personal and vulnerable & precious to me and maybe it's my first little contribution to the poetic web / indie web that i keep hearing about and you should hear about too

i have absolutely no analytics for the site and no idea if anyone is visiting it but i've really enjoyed having this little garden to tend in my own corner of the web. hoping to do more projects like this on the www. swipe for some of my favorite time—finds from the last year or just type it in somewhere time-find.ing

also p.s. for some reason the mobile browsers don't seem to be able to deal with the plain ass html audio element so go to your big computer for the best experience i guess

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so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
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whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
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@_and.cs has a new 10song record out today entitled ᵒ˶°´ - it is the first entry in an ongoing series exploring the world of insects and other macroinvertebrates. inspired by a shift in perspective informed by personal experiences with these animals, each song invites the listener into the mind of a bug — to imagine their thoughts, their feelings, their dreams — in hopes of fostering a world where empathy extends from the smallest creatures, even those that may bring fear or discomfort.

recorded sporadically during practice sessions and while testing new custom devices for the norns sound computer, the 10 tracks of “ᵒ˶°´” expand from the electroacoustic loop-miniatures of “caught in pointers” & “*” with the addition of analog synth textures & structured songwriting drawing from japanese environmental music & VGM of the 90’s

did you know that @_and.cs is a many media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene?
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ft. @___j_foerster & @n__kramer
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video, illustration, graphic design @studio.ampersands // ampersands.space
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the cassette edition hits differently:
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hi, my name is And. i'm an artist recently diagnosed on the autism spectrum. this is a video of me playing a steinway grand piano for the first time at the portland airport. i am disabled. though i'm able to travel, airports, like many public places, are very difficult place for me to exist. i suffer from (sometimes intense) auditory processing challenges, photosensitivity, communication difficulties, generalized anxiety, among other difficulties. i face these challenges every day, but certain spaces are far less accessible than others, and little support exists.
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those on the spectrum also experience special interests — obsessions or fascinations that when engaged with properly are often very healing. sometimes it's the only escape from pain that's easily within grasp.
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my special interest is music. in this moment, just for a time when my fingers touched the keys, my feet on the pedals, the piano was a sponge. an intense feeling of dread, from the space, from everything in my life falling apart & coming back together, flowed outward through the music. everything i knew about myself came into focus, i could look into a mirror without fear or hatred, i could feel love without guilt, i could see clearly. i could feel a sense of joy that struggling in a neurotypical world could not contain, and i wonder if just for a moment, this feeling can reach you though your screen. i wonder these feelings can translate & i wonder if i can feel a bit less alone in a world that's trying to erase people like me and so many of far less privilege.
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-&

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🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

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🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂

🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm

@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.

@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.

*RSVP* 4 Free Entry

www.barnradio.live

🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

portland ! i want to get to know u 🤲 honored to have an opportunity to explore a place i've been curious about for a while + share some not rave music at the one & only @barnradio w/ ambient legend @mattheuuv

portland ! i want to get to know u 🤲 honored to have an opportunity to explore a place i've been curious about for a while + share some not rave music at the one & only @barnradio w/ ambient legend @mattheuuv

portland ! i want to get to know u 🤲 honored to have an opportunity to explore a place i've been curious about for a while + share some not rave music at the one & only @barnradio w/ ambient legend @mattheuuv

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