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(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 1/2)
On March 22, around 9am, the beloved Prince Haku Darko moved from this world to the next. His transition was filled with all of the beauty and peace he deserved. He was surrounded by people who loved him in a comfortable and joyful place. With the grace one would expect of a prince, he curled up in my lap and softly faded while pressing his little body into me. After his breathing stopped, the sun came out, making him glow like the radiant little star he’s always been. That night, we stayed up all night for him, keeping candles lit to guide his journey.

I don’t really have words to say what Haku means to me. For fifteen years he has been my soulmate, my familiar, and my life partner. He and I met when we were both just babies who had accidentally found ourselves in a dangerous situation. Haku has taken blows for me, and I took him with me when I left. We escaped significant abuse together, and amidst our shared trauma we promised to continue protecting each other forever. 

Despite everything that he has been through, Haku filled the world with love and joy and sweetness. When I was in my early 20s, I began to develop symptoms of bipolar disorder in addition to ptsd and other chronic illnesses. Haku quickly learned how to perform services that would mitigate symptoms of these conditions, becoming not only my dearest companion but also my service animal. I would not be here today if Haku had not saved me over and over. He has stood in the way of self harming behaviors, pushed himself into me as I’ve woken from night terrors, and been my anchor during episodes of psychosis and dissociation. 

(Cont…)

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

(Part 2/2)
The people closest to me understand that Haku is not just my dog or a pet. He and I are bonded somewhere in our cores. I truly believe that we share a soul. 

Haku loved his friends and he was showered with affection. Sometimes when he would see his favorite people, he would start squealing like a little pig. It wasn’t even a question of whether he was coming along on an adventure or a playdate. Of course, the Prince has to come! He has experienced so much in his life, accompanying me almost everywhere I go. In the entire 15 years we’ve been together, we’ve spent maybe a month’s worth of nights apart. 

His bravery and sweetness inspire me to be strong even when I am the most afraid. He’s spicy and demonic when he wants to be, and simultaneously as sweet as a pumpkin pie. He’s taught me so much, seeing every version and part of me and accepting me completely. 

Haku has faced death several times in his life and he has always pushed through, and I know that this is because he has refused to leave my side. I really believe that he decided it was time because he can see how I am surrounded by love and support. I live a really beautiful life now, and while I want more than anything to continue living that life with my sweet little fox, I know that his form is more limited than mine and I cannot keep him in a world or body that can’t support him. I know he will always be with me, and I will always be with him, because we are part of each other. I see him in the sunshine, the stars, the pink of the clouds at sunset. I have so much more to say, so many pictures and stories to share, but that will have to come another day. 

For now, I’ll just say that I will love you eternally, Haku, and I know I will see you again soon. Thank you for everything. You are forever and ever my truest soulmate, my amazing dragon.

Lucky lucky me I have the best family 💙💖💜

Thank you for taking care of me, taking pictures with me even tho I insist on being half naked for reasons I don't remember, and filling my life with immense joy 🌟

Wherever you guys go, the spirit of the wolf (me) will be with you 🐺💜

Lucky lucky me I have the best family 💙💖💜

Thank you for taking care of me, taking pictures with me even tho I insist on being half naked for reasons I don't remember, and filling my life with immense joy 🌟

Wherever you guys go, the spirit of the wolf (me) will be with you 🐺💜

Lucky lucky me I have the best family 💙💖💜

Thank you for taking care of me, taking pictures with me even tho I insist on being half naked for reasons I don't remember, and filling my life with immense joy 🌟

Wherever you guys go, the spirit of the wolf (me) will be with you 🐺💜

Lucky lucky me I have the best family 💙💖💜

Thank you for taking care of me, taking pictures with me even tho I insist on being half naked for reasons I don't remember, and filling my life with immense joy 🌟

Wherever you guys go, the spirit of the wolf (me) will be with you 🐺💜

Dreams and ghosts on a Game Boy Camera 🌟

Dreams and ghosts on a Game Boy Camera 🌟

Dreams and ghosts on a Game Boy Camera 🌟

Dreams and ghosts on a Game Boy Camera 🌟

Dreams and ghosts on a Game Boy Camera 🌟

Dreams and ghosts on a Game Boy Camera 🌟

Dreams and ghosts on a Game Boy Camera 🌟

So incredibly proud of @mikaylamazing_ for becoming a DOCTOR!!! I've been watching you take care of animals and people since we were kids, and I know getting here was arduous to say the least. You are the bravest, kindest, and most nurturing person I know. You've saved me in so many ways so many times. Now I have the privilege of watching you save others too. You're going to be an AMAZING veterinarian, and we are all so lucky to have you 💖

Congratulations! You've more than earned this title! 🌸🌸🌸 I love you!

So incredibly proud of @mikaylamazing_ for becoming a DOCTOR!!! I've been watching you take care of animals and people since we were kids, and I know getting here was arduous to say the least. You are the bravest, kindest, and most nurturing person I know. You've saved me in so many ways so many times. Now I have the privilege of watching you save others too. You're going to be an AMAZING veterinarian, and we are all so lucky to have you 💖

Congratulations! You've more than earned this title! 🌸🌸🌸 I love you!

So incredibly proud of @mikaylamazing_ for becoming a DOCTOR!!! I've been watching you take care of animals and people since we were kids, and I know getting here was arduous to say the least. You are the bravest, kindest, and most nurturing person I know. You've saved me in so many ways so many times. Now I have the privilege of watching you save others too. You're going to be an AMAZING veterinarian, and we are all so lucky to have you 💖

Congratulations! You've more than earned this title! 🌸🌸🌸 I love you!

So incredibly proud of @mikaylamazing_ for becoming a DOCTOR!!! I've been watching you take care of animals and people since we were kids, and I know getting here was arduous to say the least. You are the bravest, kindest, and most nurturing person I know. You've saved me in so many ways so many times. Now I have the privilege of watching you save others too. You're going to be an AMAZING veterinarian, and we are all so lucky to have you 💖

Congratulations! You've more than earned this title! 🌸🌸🌸 I love you!

So incredibly proud of @mikaylamazing_ for becoming a DOCTOR!!! I've been watching you take care of animals and people since we were kids, and I know getting here was arduous to say the least. You are the bravest, kindest, and most nurturing person I know. You've saved me in so many ways so many times. Now I have the privilege of watching you save others too. You're going to be an AMAZING veterinarian, and we are all so lucky to have you 💖

Congratulations! You've more than earned this title! 🌸🌸🌸 I love you!

So incredibly proud of @mikaylamazing_ for becoming a DOCTOR!!! I've been watching you take care of animals and people since we were kids, and I know getting here was arduous to say the least. You are the bravest, kindest, and most nurturing person I know. You've saved me in so many ways so many times. Now I have the privilege of watching you save others too. You're going to be an AMAZING veterinarian, and we are all so lucky to have you 💖

Congratulations! You've more than earned this title! 🌸🌸🌸 I love you!

"I give the eggs to Andi since everyone feels bad stealing them from her"

Thank you @mikaylamazing_ for WINNING our team the egg hunt obstacle course 🫡🌟

@hartdeb111 always brings the best 💜 thanks Mom

Love you sm fam 🐇💖 I'm a blessed little bunny
@jeru2124
@al.mii
@dustinhart93

"I give the eggs to Andi since everyone feels bad stealing them from her"

Thank you @mikaylamazing_ for WINNING our team the egg hunt obstacle course 🫡🌟

@hartdeb111 always brings the best 💜 thanks Mom

Love you sm fam 🐇💖 I'm a blessed little bunny
@jeru2124
@al.mii
@dustinhart93

"I give the eggs to Andi since everyone feels bad stealing them from her"

Thank you @mikaylamazing_ for WINNING our team the egg hunt obstacle course 🫡🌟

@hartdeb111 always brings the best 💜 thanks Mom

Love you sm fam 🐇💖 I'm a blessed little bunny
@jeru2124
@al.mii
@dustinhart93

"I give the eggs to Andi since everyone feels bad stealing them from her"

Thank you @mikaylamazing_ for WINNING our team the egg hunt obstacle course 🫡🌟

@hartdeb111 always brings the best 💜 thanks Mom

Love you sm fam 🐇💖 I'm a blessed little bunny
@jeru2124
@al.mii
@dustinhart93

𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 🕸️ 🥀

Another set from our @realblackmonarch shoot

𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 🕸️ 🥀

Another set from our @realblackmonarch shoot

𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 🕸️ 🥀

Another set from our @realblackmonarch shoot

𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 🕸️ 🥀

Another set from our @realblackmonarch shoot

𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 🕸️ 🥀

Another set from our @realblackmonarch shoot

𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 🕸️ 🥀

Another set from our @realblackmonarch shoot

I woke up at 6am this morning. The air felt the same in my lungs as one year ago, the day you left. It was beautiful that day too.

A while ago I asked you for a message and I pulled the happiness card. Maybe it was a parting gift to me that you showed everyone around me how to love me perfectly. They grow flowers everywhere. Sometimes I don't know why. But people always said you and I were just like one another and you were sunshine so I must be sunshine too. It's weird to make new friends who have never met you. It's weird to think someday I might have a life partner who doesn't know you.

I miss you Haku. I miss you so much I can't digest food properly. I still expect you to come back and I probably always will. You showed me how to be happy. You showed me how to love myself and now I spend every day being loved by others. It's because of you that I'm sunshine.

You're the most important part of me. You're my heart. I love you, my little dragon.

I woke up at 6am this morning. The air felt the same in my lungs as one year ago, the day you left. It was beautiful that day too.

A while ago I asked you for a message and I pulled the happiness card. Maybe it was a parting gift to me that you showed everyone around me how to love me perfectly. They grow flowers everywhere. Sometimes I don't know why. But people always said you and I were just like one another and you were sunshine so I must be sunshine too. It's weird to make new friends who have never met you. It's weird to think someday I might have a life partner who doesn't know you.

I miss you Haku. I miss you so much I can't digest food properly. I still expect you to come back and I probably always will. You showed me how to be happy. You showed me how to love myself and now I spend every day being loved by others. It's because of you that I'm sunshine.

You're the most important part of me. You're my heart. I love you, my little dragon.

I woke up at 6am this morning. The air felt the same in my lungs as one year ago, the day you left. It was beautiful that day too.

A while ago I asked you for a message and I pulled the happiness card. Maybe it was a parting gift to me that you showed everyone around me how to love me perfectly. They grow flowers everywhere. Sometimes I don't know why. But people always said you and I were just like one another and you were sunshine so I must be sunshine too. It's weird to make new friends who have never met you. It's weird to think someday I might have a life partner who doesn't know you.

I miss you Haku. I miss you so much I can't digest food properly. I still expect you to come back and I probably always will. You showed me how to be happy. You showed me how to love myself and now I spend every day being loved by others. It's because of you that I'm sunshine.

You're the most important part of me. You're my heart. I love you, my little dragon.

I woke up at 6am this morning. The air felt the same in my lungs as one year ago, the day you left. It was beautiful that day too.

A while ago I asked you for a message and I pulled the happiness card. Maybe it was a parting gift to me that you showed everyone around me how to love me perfectly. They grow flowers everywhere. Sometimes I don't know why. But people always said you and I were just like one another and you were sunshine so I must be sunshine too. It's weird to make new friends who have never met you. It's weird to think someday I might have a life partner who doesn't know you.

I miss you Haku. I miss you so much I can't digest food properly. I still expect you to come back and I probably always will. You showed me how to be happy. You showed me how to love myself and now I spend every day being loved by others. It's because of you that I'm sunshine.

You're the most important part of me. You're my heart. I love you, my little dragon.

I woke up at 6am this morning. The air felt the same in my lungs as one year ago, the day you left. It was beautiful that day too.

A while ago I asked you for a message and I pulled the happiness card. Maybe it was a parting gift to me that you showed everyone around me how to love me perfectly. They grow flowers everywhere. Sometimes I don't know why. But people always said you and I were just like one another and you were sunshine so I must be sunshine too. It's weird to make new friends who have never met you. It's weird to think someday I might have a life partner who doesn't know you.

I miss you Haku. I miss you so much I can't digest food properly. I still expect you to come back and I probably always will. You showed me how to be happy. You showed me how to love myself and now I spend every day being loved by others. It's because of you that I'm sunshine.

You're the most important part of me. You're my heart. I love you, my little dragon.

I woke up at 6am this morning. The air felt the same in my lungs as one year ago, the day you left. It was beautiful that day too.

A while ago I asked you for a message and I pulled the happiness card. Maybe it was a parting gift to me that you showed everyone around me how to love me perfectly. They grow flowers everywhere. Sometimes I don't know why. But people always said you and I were just like one another and you were sunshine so I must be sunshine too. It's weird to make new friends who have never met you. It's weird to think someday I might have a life partner who doesn't know you.

I miss you Haku. I miss you so much I can't digest food properly. I still expect you to come back and I probably always will. You showed me how to be happy. You showed me how to love myself and now I spend every day being loved by others. It's because of you that I'm sunshine.

You're the most important part of me. You're my heart. I love you, my little dragon.

I woke up at 6am this morning. The air felt the same in my lungs as one year ago, the day you left. It was beautiful that day too.

A while ago I asked you for a message and I pulled the happiness card. Maybe it was a parting gift to me that you showed everyone around me how to love me perfectly. They grow flowers everywhere. Sometimes I don't know why. But people always said you and I were just like one another and you were sunshine so I must be sunshine too. It's weird to make new friends who have never met you. It's weird to think someday I might have a life partner who doesn't know you.

I miss you Haku. I miss you so much I can't digest food properly. I still expect you to come back and I probably always will. You showed me how to be happy. You showed me how to love myself and now I spend every day being loved by others. It's because of you that I'm sunshine.

You're the most important part of me. You're my heart. I love you, my little dragon.

Should Youngrae get a cool face tattoo for REAL?

Should Youngrae get a cool face tattoo for REAL?

Should Youngrae get a cool face tattoo for REAL?

Should Youngrae get a cool face tattoo for REAL?

Should Youngrae get a cool face tattoo for REAL?

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖓, 𝖇𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖚𝖘 🥀 🦇

From an amazing shoot we were able to do thanks to @realblackmonarch - we have more sets in more of their amazing location, so stay tuned.

Photography: @spookymadi
Models: @allie.barnum @emberwulf @planbgoblin

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖓, 𝖇𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖚𝖘 🥀 🦇

From an amazing shoot we were able to do thanks to @realblackmonarch - we have more sets in more of their amazing location, so stay tuned.

Photography: @spookymadi
Models: @allie.barnum @emberwulf @planbgoblin

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖓, 𝖇𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖚𝖘 🥀 🦇

From an amazing shoot we were able to do thanks to @realblackmonarch - we have more sets in more of their amazing location, so stay tuned.

Photography: @spookymadi
Models: @allie.barnum @emberwulf @planbgoblin

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖓, 𝖇𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖚𝖘 🥀 🦇

From an amazing shoot we were able to do thanks to @realblackmonarch - we have more sets in more of their amazing location, so stay tuned.

Photography: @spookymadi
Models: @allie.barnum @emberwulf @planbgoblin

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖓, 𝖇𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖚𝖘 🥀 🦇

From an amazing shoot we were able to do thanks to @realblackmonarch - we have more sets in more of their amazing location, so stay tuned.

Photography: @spookymadi
Models: @allie.barnum @emberwulf @planbgoblin

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖓, 𝖇𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖚𝖘 🥀 🦇

From an amazing shoot we were able to do thanks to @realblackmonarch - we have more sets in more of their amazing location, so stay tuned.

Photography: @spookymadi
Models: @allie.barnum @emberwulf @planbgoblin

💜🎇

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.

First image 1 yr ago, last image Haku's last day.

This year was a year of facets, grief bleeding into euphoria, a shifting that becomes less and less easy to disguise. There is no moon without Haku. An anchor and a light, without him there has been the endless loneliness, unchecked burning. PTSD informs bipolar. Grief informs it all. It doesn't feel like it's over.

I can use words like mania but it's hard to really express the dimensional rifts constantly shaping me. A euphoria that starts at the end of the nerve and slices upward. Waking up in a body you don't recognize; Your godhood does not subside but it does alienate. Your already shaky attachment to gender and identity maximized. A familiarity with opening...portals bleed and they heal slowly. Things that aren't there and voices and eyes on the wall and everything glowing everything so fucking beautiful you can't stand it. Every facet bending the light just right to create shadows on the wall and the story they are telling is worth your sanity.

I am an exceptionally loved person and I'm surprised by it sometimes. Overwhelmed. But I'm really grateful. In the absence of my anchor, my family and close friends have kept the rope tied down so that I don't float away. The honest unconditional love has been so consistent and strong. I got to be part of so much happiness this year. Having this really made the difference between me running away and being brave enough to keep trying. Thank you 💖🌸

I feel the sun getting closer, and I know from experience that when you get too close you start burning up, but I'm going to keep chasing it for now. I'm learning to live in the fire, manage the inferno like a flaming plant. I'm going to lose control at times but I'll come back, and I'll show you what I found out there. Everything euphoric and deep and colorful and terrifying... I'll bring it back to you.