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What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

What started nearly 20 years ago by @danmaxsinger and myself @theprocessofnothing_roadkill, a zine of drawings reflecting two sixteen year old skateboarders view of the world, mainly inspired by 1980s hardcore, thrash metal, shit horror films (we never thought they were shit at the time!!) 1980s skateboarding and that seemed about all, it’s striking looking back now at the innocence and sheer naivetyof these zines and what wasimportant to two sixteen year olds at that time…fuck all really!!! At some point I will get round to making a book of all the first zines and stuff from that time

Roadkill Skateboarding can go fuck itself Classic Trucker Hat out now!
For all the Wet, Hungover, Dark, Knackered after work, No One skating, Energy drink adverts, Influencers, pop punk music videos, comp kid parents, solo phone filmer skaters and any other occasions that make you HATE skateboarding Available in store now Link in Bio

Here’s my clips from the new @heroinskateboards vid! All filmed in a couple days in la about 100 years ago! @sabbathwheels @acetrucks

You seen it a thousand times before! another street plant orientated move move hands on the floor feet in the sky @sabbathwheels @acetrucks @heroinskateboards

After years on and off, like a rejected child, picked up and put down, I’ve picked up my baby once again.. that degenerate child that is road kill! (more like shitty teenager now!) myself and good friend @danmaxsinger started itwhen we were 16!, 20 years ago! AndI’ve finally decided to keep it round this time! New stuff available now, so spend all your hard earned cash on stuff you don’t need but want, how else is the consumer economy going to support itself?

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

It’s taken me a while to post these up as I’m pretty useless at the ol self promotion but crazy to see my drawings on beer cans!!! I worked with @courierbrewco to produced these graphics for there brews! Really stoked and was cool to rip old early 80s hardcore to find the inspiration for this one!! Thanks guys stoked the original artwork for this one is for sale so if interested hit me up!

Beyond stoked! Thanks to @theskateboarderscompanion for allowing me to write this for the winter issue of the mag go grab a copy! Without notice another year slips me by, my thirty fifth to be exact, with those other denizens of the damp inhabiting the British Isles. What feels more than most of the year is winter, when in fact winter in the United Kingdom runs from December to February, a short meteorological span of only three months. That’s 90 days, 2160 hours,129600 minutes and, to be superfluously specific, 7776000 seconds! In the grand scheme of universal time and its absurd trajectory of distances covered over periods unfathomable to the human mind it’s quicker than the blink of an eye, so why does it drag on for so long?
There are obvious scientific and astrological reasons, but to comprehend these in the mindset of ‘wanting to go skateboarding’ are far too complex and in depth to want to embrace.
It’s without a doubt the hardest time of year to get through, but as a skateboarder it feels like the highest form of mental anguish, a torturous period of incarcerated time which one is so far from that extension of the body, their skateboard.
Dark nights, short days, cold winds and soaking wet ground are only some of the sojourning elements of this dying time of year, and these elements are the destroyers of hope, with the autumnal period now pas[a]sed,the nostalgia of golds and reds mixed with the warm bright light of October long gone in presence and memory and all we have left are decayed and deteriorated masses of brown slimy wet pulp in the form of leaves, every available surface covered, the sky a permanent grey ready to burst at any sign of pavements a fraction dry. The thought of travelling 45 minutes, to then journey across a wet muddy field (board in black bin bag) to the freezing cold indoor skatepark full of kids on scooters, drum and bass blaring and little Tim frantically waiting to show anyone who looks his way his new blunt nosegrab as mum films on, fills one with the biggest sense of dread imaginable.

Beyond stoked! Thanks to @theskateboarderscompanion for allowing me to write this for the winter issue of the mag go grab a copy! Without notice another year slips me by, my thirty fifth to be exact, with those other denizens of the damp inhabiting the British Isles. What feels more than most of the year is winter, when in fact winter in the United Kingdom runs from December to February, a short meteorological span of only three months. That’s 90 days, 2160 hours,129600 minutes and, to be superfluously specific, 7776000 seconds! In the grand scheme of universal time and its absurd trajectory of distances covered over periods unfathomable to the human mind it’s quicker than the blink of an eye, so why does it drag on for so long?
There are obvious scientific and astrological reasons, but to comprehend these in the mindset of ‘wanting to go skateboarding’ are far too complex and in depth to want to embrace.
It’s without a doubt the hardest time of year to get through, but as a skateboarder it feels like the highest form of mental anguish, a torturous period of incarcerated time which one is so far from that extension of the body, their skateboard.
Dark nights, short days, cold winds and soaking wet ground are only some of the sojourning elements of this dying time of year, and these elements are the destroyers of hope, with the autumnal period now pas[a]sed,the nostalgia of golds and reds mixed with the warm bright light of October long gone in presence and memory and all we have left are decayed and deteriorated masses of brown slimy wet pulp in the form of leaves, every available surface covered, the sky a permanent grey ready to burst at any sign of pavements a fraction dry. The thought of travelling 45 minutes, to then journey across a wet muddy field (board in black bin bag) to the freezing cold indoor skatepark full of kids on scooters, drum and bass blaring and little Tim frantically waiting to show anyone who looks his way his new blunt nosegrab as mum films on, fills one with the biggest sense of dread imaginable.

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

Ontological Fear is the first zine of compiled drawings I’ve put out for what seems like a very long time, nine years to be precise. The last being around 2017 when the world felt like a saner place, perhaps? Or more like its madness just conveyed itself in other ways that seemed more subtle. Since then I’ve focused more on writing and putting out work about the trips I go on and the observations of a place’s history. It feels like I spend more time going over text gathered and collected to make work and new material in that vein, as opposed to making drawings of Zombies, Murder Victims, facemeltings and anything else that seems to get young skateboarders excited. That’s not to mention work, life and everything else that gets in the way and stops the progression of  ‘regular’ zines.
But finally I’ve got round to returning to the format that I love the most! And here it is! So in these apocalyptic approaching days ahead of us, Russia and Ukraine fighting a war that  never seems it’s going to end, Israel is commiting genocide and the leaders of the world turning their heads, and a huge upsurge in the far right, teenage boys think people like Andrew Tate make sense, the patron saint Bonny Blue is bigger than the whole of the royal family combined and appears to be just as popular if not more so, raw meat is becoming the new diet, and absolutely nobody trusts the goverment -  But don’t they really have a reason why? (Gone are the days when being anti-authoritative was only an enraged hobby for anarchists, punks and tinfoil hat wearers!) All subcultures have strangely morphed into one “digestible” mainstream culture, i.e. the influx of so called self proclaimed “witches’ and your nextdoor neighbours dad getting a skateboard! And the disparities between rich and poor are just becoming more and more prevalent,whereas a majority of the world’s wealth lays in the 1% hands, but saying that we live in the day and age where some “nobody” from nowhere can become a millionaire overnight for having a shit haircut and going “viral” on a reel the world won’t care to remember in less than a month. It’s a strange world and only getting more absurd so enjoy??

This section is from heroin skateboards earth goblin videothat come out in 2020! I’ve only seen this one not even a handful of times, although supper sketchyI was always stoked with that handstand from one wall to the other and the yank over the quater at ashford skatepark as it’s all most a homage to shit Kent spots, this section is a pretty wired mash of 90 per cent all filled in 2 days, then just a few throw away clips from some trips just beofre them 2 daysit’s the section I always forgot about (I purposely try to forget them all!) but i guess it’s not bad in hindsight I guess the songs a killer (cone heads) it’s funny watching them all back, at times Iwish I’d tried harderand used the opportunity’s I’ve had in skateboarding, but then again the best skateboarding happens in the spare of the moment not when a camera is out and there is a pressure to film, but being said I feel truly honoured and blessed to be part ofheroin skateboards for as long as I have! in the words of v. Shamalov “ it is the source of order in chaos. It is the geographical grid of meridians and parallels against which the islands and continents of our lives are mapped out” was it all ment to be the way it is/was?

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

The gift that keeps on giving road kill classic logo hats now available! Just in time for Christmas (but probably not because I’ve left it well to late!)Link in bio

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

We’ve know Craig a long time, since 2007 to be precise. He’s been a part of the Lovenskate family since he was 16 and has done shirt and sticker graphics for us, as well as plenty of designs for his sponsor Heroin Skateboards. But it has taken nearly 20 years for us to get a board design together for Lovenskate.

Very different from his Heroin pro board designs, this collection of his photos, memorabilia, painting and diary entries is heartfelt and clever, a side of Craig that isn’t often seen and always treasured.

A real honour to finally print some of his work on a board. Thanks Craig!

The third heroin video I was in, magic sticky hand 2, released in 2017, eight years ago! This is without a doubt my favourite section the majority filmed by my friend @maximusrotten over a couple months if that, when I watch it I think the skating is mediocre, there are a couple of things that are ok in there, but again a lot of it just looks like nothing, I have never been of felt like one that ‘goes’ out to film, I have always felt and still do feel that going out to film kind of defeats the purpose of what skating is, all my sections have always felt like just throw away clips, montages really instead of video parts I look back and think about my conflicting views of video parts and filming skateboarding I’ve had the opportunity and still do to work on something good but never really achieved what I think skating is all about, but I did like this part I always wanted to use this song so Mabey there is a biased favouritism, watching this sections hints to me of a strangetime in life, I was living on my own in Maidstone working in the woods and not reallyseeing anybody far to much drinking and getting myself into pretty bad situations I don’t even really remember this period of time to well I could go as far as say I felt I lost these few years to drinking but this section is one thing that survived a time that I don’t really recollect