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“You are staring in the greatest love story ever told”
-NG
There is no other way but to live! Live fully, live vibrantly, live joyously, recognize your divinity, take good care of yourself, and be kind to others this is the amazing grace!
I miss you @nickgoodwarriorpoet I miss you a lot.
I can’t hide how much I miss you. I searched my life time so far for good friends, solid, grounded and courageous people. I never had a brother so I sought them out. I always desired a mentor who treaded the gnarly paths of life so I could gleam some wisdom on how to walk. I found you and you changed my life. You helped me move from warrior to lover, you taught me the real meaning of battle and how to fight it in a good way. We wrote poems before we dueled. We sipped the sweetness of gods breath through our lungs, we sang hallelujahs, we gazed into the sun, we laughed and we cried. We arose everyday to have the best day ever, we sat in perfect brilliant stillness, we flew on the wings of angels and fought demons, we hiked mountains of love, and drank beers at the top. From you I learned so much I became a gentle warrior and lover of life an artist.
I dwell in eternal ferocious serenity because of you, I dance and play in the epicenter of my being because of you. You helped me, you helped me a lot and I miss you. I know it’s just the beginning although it seams like the end. You tall, long gangly man I will miss those huge high fives and gigantic hugs. Thank you for pouring positivity into my mind, I hear your voice now deep and sweet like honey telling me a hilarious story just to ease the moment. It’s incredible how one person can inspire you so much, my wish is to do this for others. You became the brother I always wanted! I thank you I love you and thank you for loving me, for the goodness of all beings through out all space and time forever and ever you made my life better. You have my oath I will continue the work and sharing the love.
As Nick good did for me I will forever return the favor.
I’m here for you friends, I’m available, life is too fragile and short let’s draw our swords and face this reality together.
Thank you death, you are such a good teacher.

+++PLAY LIKE A KID+++
Believe in yourself like we believe in you.
#tbt
📸 @anchorsaweigh
🎥 @traumaheadsportz

+++PLAY LIKE A KID+++
Believe in yourself like we believe in you.
#tbt
📸 @anchorsaweigh
🎥 @traumaheadsportz

As a human I get asked often where im from, after leaving USA for over ten years it hard to affirm im American, but ill never be cool enough to be Balinese as the gateway is kept and hard to squeak by as an expat. I have deeply scrubbed off any nationality I might be and I have become a citizen of the world after countless travels and expansions to my person. Although I can finally say im no longer a poser with my cowboy hat because Hormesis has officially moved to Montana. A place I can now claim as my closest thing to home in a land I was born in. I can finally wear some tony lama boots eat only hamburgers and chew tobacco and drink beer as I visit “Home” in Montana, a place I never lived or haven’t lived yet but is my closest tie to America.
Viva Big sky 🌌 and @hormesispaintball going pro.
Don’t worry mom Tampa is a close second but I need to visit there more.
@mikko358 pics

As a human I get asked often where im from, after leaving USA for over ten years it hard to affirm im American, but ill never be cool enough to be Balinese as the gateway is kept and hard to squeak by as an expat. I have deeply scrubbed off any nationality I might be and I have become a citizen of the world after countless travels and expansions to my person. Although I can finally say im no longer a poser with my cowboy hat because Hormesis has officially moved to Montana. A place I can now claim as my closest thing to home in a land I was born in. I can finally wear some tony lama boots eat only hamburgers and chew tobacco and drink beer as I visit “Home” in Montana, a place I never lived or haven’t lived yet but is my closest tie to America.
Viva Big sky 🌌 and @hormesispaintball going pro.
Don’t worry mom Tampa is a close second but I need to visit there more.
@mikko358 pics

As a human I get asked often where im from, after leaving USA for over ten years it hard to affirm im American, but ill never be cool enough to be Balinese as the gateway is kept and hard to squeak by as an expat. I have deeply scrubbed off any nationality I might be and I have become a citizen of the world after countless travels and expansions to my person. Although I can finally say im no longer a poser with my cowboy hat because Hormesis has officially moved to Montana. A place I can now claim as my closest thing to home in a land I was born in. I can finally wear some tony lama boots eat only hamburgers and chew tobacco and drink beer as I visit “Home” in Montana, a place I never lived or haven’t lived yet but is my closest tie to America.
Viva Big sky 🌌 and @hormesispaintball going pro.
Don’t worry mom Tampa is a close second but I need to visit there more.
@mikko358 pics

As a human I get asked often where im from, after leaving USA for over ten years it hard to affirm im American, but ill never be cool enough to be Balinese as the gateway is kept and hard to squeak by as an expat. I have deeply scrubbed off any nationality I might be and I have become a citizen of the world after countless travels and expansions to my person. Although I can finally say im no longer a poser with my cowboy hat because Hormesis has officially moved to Montana. A place I can now claim as my closest thing to home in a land I was born in. I can finally wear some tony lama boots eat only hamburgers and chew tobacco and drink beer as I visit “Home” in Montana, a place I never lived or haven’t lived yet but is my closest tie to America.
Viva Big sky 🌌 and @hormesispaintball going pro.
Don’t worry mom Tampa is a close second but I need to visit there more.
@mikko358 pics

As a human I get asked often where im from, after leaving USA for over ten years it hard to affirm im American, but ill never be cool enough to be Balinese as the gateway is kept and hard to squeak by as an expat. I have deeply scrubbed off any nationality I might be and I have become a citizen of the world after countless travels and expansions to my person. Although I can finally say im no longer a poser with my cowboy hat because Hormesis has officially moved to Montana. A place I can now claim as my closest thing to home in a land I was born in. I can finally wear some tony lama boots eat only hamburgers and chew tobacco and drink beer as I visit “Home” in Montana, a place I never lived or haven’t lived yet but is my closest tie to America.
Viva Big sky 🌌 and @hormesispaintball going pro.
Don’t worry mom Tampa is a close second but I need to visit there more.
@mikko358 pics

Chicks 🐥 and feeling alive! Everyday is a good day to where you best shirt.

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

If you asked me my religion I’d answer politely “friendship”.
Photos @petelongworth

Aim is love but my sight is malfunctioning, I wish to climb the highest mountain but my gear is lost in transition, so I rest in the position of where I stand and realize the longing for the heights of love are far moreimportant and meaningful than the acsent. The peaks are for the mundane, I stay forever hunting, and longing for the craving that keeps me hungry for life. Otherwise my dreams would be lucid and boring because I can’t write the book better than it has been handed to me. Grateful is my only offering, thank you,friends, thank you @petelongworth for catching a glimpse of my insanity so I can reflect on my path and witness the golden lamas. To be truly seen for who you are beyond the image and appreciated for your essence is a gift greater than any man can ever receive. Thank you for seeing my essence chamber mates, For the chamber is my window 🪟 in my boat when im below the decks and sailing into the sun’s missing colors.
@pierre_alain_menu 🎿⛷️🛥️🛥️🛥️
@cal.amir
Pic @petelongworth

Aim is love but my sight is malfunctioning, I wish to climb the highest mountain but my gear is lost in transition, so I rest in the position of where I stand and realize the longing for the heights of love are far moreimportant and meaningful than the acsent. The peaks are for the mundane, I stay forever hunting, and longing for the craving that keeps me hungry for life. Otherwise my dreams would be lucid and boring because I can’t write the book better than it has been handed to me. Grateful is my only offering, thank you,friends, thank you @petelongworth for catching a glimpse of my insanity so I can reflect on my path and witness the golden lamas. To be truly seen for who you are beyond the image and appreciated for your essence is a gift greater than any man can ever receive. Thank you for seeing my essence chamber mates, For the chamber is my window 🪟 in my boat when im below the decks and sailing into the sun’s missing colors.
@pierre_alain_menu 🎿⛷️🛥️🛥️🛥️
@cal.amir
Pic @petelongworth

Aim is love but my sight is malfunctioning, I wish to climb the highest mountain but my gear is lost in transition, so I rest in the position of where I stand and realize the longing for the heights of love are far moreimportant and meaningful than the acsent. The peaks are for the mundane, I stay forever hunting, and longing for the craving that keeps me hungry for life. Otherwise my dreams would be lucid and boring because I can’t write the book better than it has been handed to me. Grateful is my only offering, thank you,friends, thank you @petelongworth for catching a glimpse of my insanity so I can reflect on my path and witness the golden lamas. To be truly seen for who you are beyond the image and appreciated for your essence is a gift greater than any man can ever receive. Thank you for seeing my essence chamber mates, For the chamber is my window 🪟 in my boat when im below the decks and sailing into the sun’s missing colors.
@pierre_alain_menu 🎿⛷️🛥️🛥️🛥️
@cal.amir
Pic @petelongworth

Aim is love but my sight is malfunctioning, I wish to climb the highest mountain but my gear is lost in transition, so I rest in the position of where I stand and realize the longing for the heights of love are far moreimportant and meaningful than the acsent. The peaks are for the mundane, I stay forever hunting, and longing for the craving that keeps me hungry for life. Otherwise my dreams would be lucid and boring because I can’t write the book better than it has been handed to me. Grateful is my only offering, thank you,friends, thank you @petelongworth for catching a glimpse of my insanity so I can reflect on my path and witness the golden lamas. To be truly seen for who you are beyond the image and appreciated for your essence is a gift greater than any man can ever receive. Thank you for seeing my essence chamber mates, For the chamber is my window 🪟 in my boat when im below the decks and sailing into the sun’s missing colors.
@pierre_alain_menu 🎿⛷️🛥️🛥️🛥️
@cal.amir
Pic @petelongworth

Aim is love but my sight is malfunctioning, I wish to climb the highest mountain but my gear is lost in transition, so I rest in the position of where I stand and realize the longing for the heights of love are far moreimportant and meaningful than the acsent. The peaks are for the mundane, I stay forever hunting, and longing for the craving that keeps me hungry for life. Otherwise my dreams would be lucid and boring because I can’t write the book better than it has been handed to me. Grateful is my only offering, thank you,friends, thank you @petelongworth for catching a glimpse of my insanity so I can reflect on my path and witness the golden lamas. To be truly seen for who you are beyond the image and appreciated for your essence is a gift greater than any man can ever receive. Thank you for seeing my essence chamber mates, For the chamber is my window 🪟 in my boat when im below the decks and sailing into the sun’s missing colors.
@pierre_alain_menu 🎿⛷️🛥️🛥️🛥️
@cal.amir
Pic @petelongworth

Aim is love but my sight is malfunctioning, I wish to climb the highest mountain but my gear is lost in transition, so I rest in the position of where I stand and realize the longing for the heights of love are far moreimportant and meaningful than the acsent. The peaks are for the mundane, I stay forever hunting, and longing for the craving that keeps me hungry for life. Otherwise my dreams would be lucid and boring because I can’t write the book better than it has been handed to me. Grateful is my only offering, thank you,friends, thank you @petelongworth for catching a glimpse of my insanity so I can reflect on my path and witness the golden lamas. To be truly seen for who you are beyond the image and appreciated for your essence is a gift greater than any man can ever receive. Thank you for seeing my essence chamber mates, For the chamber is my window 🪟 in my boat when im below the decks and sailing into the sun’s missing colors.
@pierre_alain_menu 🎿⛷️🛥️🛥️🛥️
@cal.amir
Pic @petelongworth

Young, energized, and confused, we started playing paintball in the late 90s. We played for fun at first, then we discovered competition. We started a team, but we lost at first. Then, we practiced. We practiced a lot and met friends who liked to practice and play as much as we did. Beginning to travel and grow, we saw many strange and wonderful places and met thousands of interesting people. We fell in love with the game of paintball.⁠
Our motivation is to create a special product that will instill confidence and focus. A piece of material to collect memories, the successes, and the failures. A reminder that each moment happens only once, embrace it, give your best, and leave nothing behind.⁠
This game is special. It brings together lifelong friends from different regions, religions, races, and life experiences who may never have met without their shared love of paintball. ⁠
Who is someone you met through paintball that became a lifelong friend? Tag them ⬇️

Young, energized, and confused, we started playing paintball in the late 90s. We played for fun at first, then we discovered competition. We started a team, but we lost at first. Then, we practiced. We practiced a lot and met friends who liked to practice and play as much as we did. Beginning to travel and grow, we saw many strange and wonderful places and met thousands of interesting people. We fell in love with the game of paintball.⁠
Our motivation is to create a special product that will instill confidence and focus. A piece of material to collect memories, the successes, and the failures. A reminder that each moment happens only once, embrace it, give your best, and leave nothing behind.⁠
This game is special. It brings together lifelong friends from different regions, religions, races, and life experiences who may never have met without their shared love of paintball. ⁠
Who is someone you met through paintball that became a lifelong friend? Tag them ⬇️

Young, energized, and confused, we started playing paintball in the late 90s. We played for fun at first, then we discovered competition. We started a team, but we lost at first. Then, we practiced. We practiced a lot and met friends who liked to practice and play as much as we did. Beginning to travel and grow, we saw many strange and wonderful places and met thousands of interesting people. We fell in love with the game of paintball.⁠
Our motivation is to create a special product that will instill confidence and focus. A piece of material to collect memories, the successes, and the failures. A reminder that each moment happens only once, embrace it, give your best, and leave nothing behind.⁠
This game is special. It brings together lifelong friends from different regions, religions, races, and life experiences who may never have met without their shared love of paintball. ⁠
Who is someone you met through paintball that became a lifelong friend? Tag them ⬇️

Bali fashion week brought to you by @paramatex.
Was a great success thank you all who joined.
@sarassuwan @enigmartextile @itswidyalentha @alicharisma @justjodesign @richirich.bali @saradawear

Riveting colors and patterns to make your day brighter more fun and enjoyable.
#batik #naturaldye #bali #mensfashion

Riveting colors and patterns to make your day brighter more fun and enjoyable.
#batik #naturaldye #bali #mensfashion

Riveting colors and patterns to make your day brighter more fun and enjoyable.
#batik #naturaldye #bali #mensfashion

Riveting colors and patterns to make your day brighter more fun and enjoyable.
#batik #naturaldye #bali #mensfashion

Riveting colors and patterns to make your day brighter more fun and enjoyable.
#batik #naturaldye #bali #mensfashion

He’s on the hunt. He’s coming to collect. He won’t stop until he has ’em all… And… It’s not the gold he is after...

The COLLECTOR – A Western Story
A new short film, now playing on YouTube @hormesisproduction
(link in bio)

#reddigitalcinema
#keepyourhormesisbandssafe #hormesispaintball #hormesis

I have always enjoyed 👗 dress, my moto is to always dress up for informal occasions and dress down for formal. Although at this time I simply don’t believe in anything less than formal. Today is the prom, your wedding and court appearance. The Gala is everyday you encounter the divine, the divine is your dog, your neighbor your new customer who will soon be a forever friend. To dress down is to frown upon this beautiful body that you have been adorned with. There is no time for tshirts only wonderfully striped suits. After all don’t you wanna play ball like the Yankees.
I believe dress is you ability to contribute to the beauty of this world. Your face and cheer is enough but a 🍰 is not complete without the cherry on top.
@hormesisattire #mensfashion #suits #naturaldye #pinstripe #batik
@deanraphael pics
@taomuse fan
@valeadix model

I have always enjoyed 👗 dress, my moto is to always dress up for informal occasions and dress down for formal. Although at this time I simply don’t believe in anything less than formal. Today is the prom, your wedding and court appearance. The Gala is everyday you encounter the divine, the divine is your dog, your neighbor your new customer who will soon be a forever friend. To dress down is to frown upon this beautiful body that you have been adorned with. There is no time for tshirts only wonderfully striped suits. After all don’t you wanna play ball like the Yankees.
I believe dress is you ability to contribute to the beauty of this world. Your face and cheer is enough but a 🍰 is not complete without the cherry on top.
@hormesisattire #mensfashion #suits #naturaldye #pinstripe #batik
@deanraphael pics
@taomuse fan
@valeadix model

I have always enjoyed 👗 dress, my moto is to always dress up for informal occasions and dress down for formal. Although at this time I simply don’t believe in anything less than formal. Today is the prom, your wedding and court appearance. The Gala is everyday you encounter the divine, the divine is your dog, your neighbor your new customer who will soon be a forever friend. To dress down is to frown upon this beautiful body that you have been adorned with. There is no time for tshirts only wonderfully striped suits. After all don’t you wanna play ball like the Yankees.
I believe dress is you ability to contribute to the beauty of this world. Your face and cheer is enough but a 🍰 is not complete without the cherry on top.
@hormesisattire #mensfashion #suits #naturaldye #pinstripe #batik
@deanraphael pics
@taomuse fan
@valeadix model

If you want to be a grocer, or a general, or a politician, or a judge, you will invariably become it; that is your punishment. If you never know what you want to be, if you live what some might call the dynamic life but what I will call the artistic life, if each day you are unsure of who you are and what you know you will never become anything, and that is your reward.
— Oscar Wilde
@baliamori location
@deanraphael pics
@hormesisattire dress
@chachamarica_.___special thanks 🙏🏼
#bali #grocer #judge #artist