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For all the times I stepped on the scale and cried.
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👙 Bikini by @yandy . Yes, they actually have a wide range of sizes! XS-6X. If you’re shopping and would like to take advantage of my discount, use my code “meararose20.” 💰
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#edrecovery #midsizeblogger #nycblogger #yandyvixen #yandypartner #meararose

What could we accomplish if we spent less time focusing/stressing/emphasizing/obsessing/changing our appearance?
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#bodyneutrality #edrecovery #midsizeblogger #meararose

+80lbs and Never. Felt. Better.
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#edrecovery #plussizemodel #curvemodel #meararose

TONIGHT 5/23 @elrayslivendive

No cover. 8-9:30 @elrayslivendive in Iowa City this Saturday.
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#realmusic #realmusician #meararose #iowamusic

@elrayslivendive TOMORROW NIGHT! Iowa city! I’m playing a few originals (like this one) and mostly classic soul covers like Aretha Franklin, Stevie Wonder and Prince. No cover. Hope to see you there! If you’re out on the pedmall you can pop your head in 💖
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#meararose #elraysliveanddive #iowamusic

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8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

8-9:30 PM. No cover. @elrayslivendive in Iowa City. This Saturday 5/23!
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If you’re out and about near the ped mall come on out and say hi! 🥰
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#iowacity #livemusic #iowamusic #meararose

“Your track” is cute.
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Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
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Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
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Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
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Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
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Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
.
Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
.
Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
.
Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
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Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

“Your track” is cute.
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Maybe losing discipline and uh, soul, is a bad thing? Hmm?
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#ai #aimusic #musicians

Hitach in Eb. This is why they gave me a full music scholarship. 🎶
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This is funny because vibrato is the vibrating of your vocal cords. This is a joke for singers.
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@thecranberries cover lol
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#music #singers #vocalist #vibrato

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
.
Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
.
Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

You might win some but you just lost one ☝️
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Every “I thought this outfit wasn’t for me until I learned to love my curves,” post by people who have paid tens of thousands to move the fat around on their body makes me wanna snap.
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Everything is fake. Act accordingly.

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#bbl #naturalbody #bodypositive

Should I let you go or should I fight? Musicians, does anyone have anything good to report?
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I’m getting to a point where I don’t know if I even want to share anymore. Not to mention how it feels trying to self promote a f*cking song while people in places we can’t type here lest we be flagged are suffering immensely at our hands. Not to mention that I too do not have the attention span to make it more than a few seconds into short form music content.
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I’m either extremely jealous, if it’s someone who gets to play the kind of gigs I dream about. Or has skills I dream about. Or I’m so jaded by seeing one INCREDIBLE video after another AWE INSPIRING video that anything in the realm of normality seems uninteresting.
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Unless people are one of the most talented and jaw dropping talents in the world like @november_ultra who wrote this song “the end” that I’m covering in this video, I don’t really stick around more than a few seconds. And if a devotee of music doesn’t stick around, then what do we think people who care less about music are going to do?
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Music and dance and art are our catharsis. If music wasn’t powerful it wouldn’t be in movies and it certainly wouldn’t be in places of worship. It’s one of the magical things about being human, and it’s dy*ng. Like our planet.
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My dad made more money playing in bands at 15 years old than I’ve ever made. I got a full scholarship to study music and can barely find a gig to save my life. If people you know don’t even support your music, and no one has the attention span to try new music, what are we doing? What am I spending so much money and time on? But, on the flip side, if this is about the audience than why am I doing it in the first place? Because it’s the most “impressive” thing I can do besides having a fat a$$? Because I just want attention and it’s the fastest thing I can do to get it? I question my motives. I suppose it’s natural to want appreciation. In general and especially when you’ve put your heart and soul in.
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I’m really at a loss these days. All I want to do is be in a band with likeminded musicians who want to play and enjoy.
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Maybe it’s