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How i felt one time

Who are you closest to?

The universe wants to hand you everything but your fists are clenched too tight to receive it

Love them better, soon we wont exist.

Progress shot of a painting living in my storage unit

#freethepainting

Its taller than me and even wider than you

Trying to leave my little mark in the places that touch me

Thank you for the beautiful month in Ibiza 🙏

If you have time one of the slides is a 1 min and 50 second time-lapse of the whole painting if you watch closely u can see me eat a sandwich and get at least a hug

The painting hiatus is over. The divine feminine has returned.

Trying to leave my little mark in the places that touch me

Thank you for the beautiful month in Ibiza 🙏

If you have time one of the slides is a 1 min and 50 second time-lapse of the whole painting if you watch closely u can see me eat a sandwich and get at least a hug

The painting hiatus is over. The divine feminine has returned.

Trying to leave my little mark in the places that touch me

Thank you for the beautiful month in Ibiza 🙏

If you have time one of the slides is a 1 min and 50 second time-lapse of the whole painting if you watch closely u can see me eat a sandwich and get at least a hug

The painting hiatus is over. The divine feminine has returned.

Trying to leave my little mark in the places that touch me

Thank you for the beautiful month in Ibiza 🙏

If you have time one of the slides is a 1 min and 50 second time-lapse of the whole painting if you watch closely u can see me eat a sandwich and get at least a hug

The painting hiatus is over. The divine feminine has returned.

Trying to leave my little mark in the places that touch me

Thank you for the beautiful month in Ibiza 🙏

If you have time one of the slides is a 1 min and 50 second time-lapse of the whole painting if you watch closely u can see me eat a sandwich and get at least a hug

The painting hiatus is over. The divine feminine has returned.

Trying to leave my little mark in the places that touch me

Thank you for the beautiful month in Ibiza 🙏

If you have time one of the slides is a 1 min and 50 second time-lapse of the whole painting if you watch closely u can see me eat a sandwich and get at least a hug

The painting hiatus is over. The divine feminine has returned.

A doodle a day keeps me from going insane

A doodle a day keeps me from going insane

A doodle a day keeps me from going insane

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I spent 6 weeks in India. I went to yoga school and practiced and studied for 13-14 hours a day. I loved my life there, my friends. I fell in love with this bull here. What u see here is our first meeting, but we spent a lot of time together in the following days.

I promise, im creating and drawing most days. I'm feeling more inspired than ever. My need to paint is coming in waves like a craving, my head is pounding from withdrawal. But the break is necessary- I can feel myself healing from old fears and ideology. I'm almost ready. I will come back with a vegence.

These next few months im in New York, Im running meditation retreats in colombia and in Turkey. I'm trying to find a perfect sunny studio somewhere beautiful.

I can't wait to tell you about it

Painted, Shown, Sold in 2 weeks time

Sometimes I have paintings that take months to paint, and 10 years to sell.

Sometimes inspiration moves through me and I create a painting in several hours, and sometimes they're bought immediately.

As artists, we never know. That's part of the stress, but hopefully, if you allow it to be- thats also part of the fun.

It takes sometimes takes a great effort to remember that your ability, and even your "success" has nothing to do with your sales, your shows, and your follows. Living by your purpose, and following your inspiration is your success.

Painted, Shown, Sold in 2 weeks time

Sometimes I have paintings that take months to paint, and 10 years to sell.

Sometimes inspiration moves through me and I create a painting in several hours, and sometimes they're bought immediately.

As artists, we never know. That's part of the stress, but hopefully, if you allow it to be- thats also part of the fun.

It takes sometimes takes a great effort to remember that your ability, and even your "success" has nothing to do with your sales, your shows, and your follows. Living by your purpose, and following your inspiration is your success.

Painted, Shown, Sold in 2 weeks time

Sometimes I have paintings that take months to paint, and 10 years to sell.

Sometimes inspiration moves through me and I create a painting in several hours, and sometimes they're bought immediately.

As artists, we never know. That's part of the stress, but hopefully, if you allow it to be- thats also part of the fun.

It takes sometimes takes a great effort to remember that your ability, and even your "success" has nothing to do with your sales, your shows, and your follows. Living by your purpose, and following your inspiration is your success.

Painted, Shown, Sold in 2 weeks time

Sometimes I have paintings that take months to paint, and 10 years to sell.

Sometimes inspiration moves through me and I create a painting in several hours, and sometimes they're bought immediately.

As artists, we never know. That's part of the stress, but hopefully, if you allow it to be- thats also part of the fun.

It takes sometimes takes a great effort to remember that your ability, and even your "success" has nothing to do with your sales, your shows, and your follows. Living by your purpose, and following your inspiration is your success.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Collection of digital drawings from lockdown, when I drew these, bought stock, started teaching digital yoga, and got ready to move into NYC during the "worst time" to move to New York.

In a few days I'm doing the opposite of locking myself in and I'm going out into the world to learn more people. Going to Turkey, Greece, Italy, and India. See you again in the US in November.

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Spend a day in the park with the one and only @cosmictambourine

Now that days immortalized forever ;)

Watch me freak out

I am REALLY Really afraid of heights! But I jumped anyway!

Thank you! @desafiobungee and @ellie.farrisi

Without you two, I would have never been so brave

If you wonder why i haven't been posting paintings, it's because i haven't been making them. I was around some toxic mentalities, and I started to think about my paintings with my ego. Using my ideas as currency to buy feeling reassured. Thinking that art was more about the circles you're in and who you're impressing than it was about sharing my authentic self with the world. I want my art to be about unearthing my emotions and making them visual so you could feel in your bones "holy shit, me too."

I had the most amazing experience - inviting people into my studio before I left, and to be honest, I also made more money in that week than I ever had in my life. So many of youbought my art and for you I feel so so grateful.

I had the freedom, from my paintings, to lock my life away in a storage unit and go find inspiration. I found a box of markers of color pencils this week, and the art is beginning to ooze out of me again. But I'm not drawing to get better, or to impress you, or because I need it to buy my groceries this week, I'm doing it because it is my gift and how I communicate with the world. I doing it because I cannot help it. I am an artist.

I don't want to disappear from your mind, but I cant share what I'm making now. If I knew I was making to post it here, I might begin to hide my rough patches and show you what I think you want to see. Don't forget about me while I'm remembering who I am. I can't wait to show you my truth when it's brave enough to be seen.

Thanks @spencergrundler for the super cool photos. You're a talented man.

If you wonder why i haven't been posting paintings, it's because i haven't been making them. I was around some toxic mentalities, and I started to think about my paintings with my ego. Using my ideas as currency to buy feeling reassured. Thinking that art was more about the circles you're in and who you're impressing than it was about sharing my authentic self with the world. I want my art to be about unearthing my emotions and making them visual so you could feel in your bones "holy shit, me too."

I had the most amazing experience - inviting people into my studio before I left, and to be honest, I also made more money in that week than I ever had in my life. So many of youbought my art and for you I feel so so grateful.

I had the freedom, from my paintings, to lock my life away in a storage unit and go find inspiration. I found a box of markers of color pencils this week, and the art is beginning to ooze out of me again. But I'm not drawing to get better, or to impress you, or because I need it to buy my groceries this week, I'm doing it because it is my gift and how I communicate with the world. I doing it because I cannot help it. I am an artist.

I don't want to disappear from your mind, but I cant share what I'm making now. If I knew I was making to post it here, I might begin to hide my rough patches and show you what I think you want to see. Don't forget about me while I'm remembering who I am. I can't wait to show you my truth when it's brave enough to be seen.

Thanks @spencergrundler for the super cool photos. You're a talented man.