
The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143
The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143
The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143
The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143
The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143
The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

The sweetest lil bachelorette in La Paz with my fav gals. Thanks for making it so special 💕 @molly_tapp @kiomatsu151 @oh_nicolle @shay143

2025 was a year largely shaped by anticipatory grief and the fear of losing my mom. It was also a year filled with beautiful moments like celebrating Molly, her dream wedding coming to life and witnessing so much love around me.
What I know to be true is that great joy and deep grief can exist at the same time. One feeling can trigger the other, and honestly… it can be confusing to hold both. I’m incredibly lucky to have friends and family who remind me that it’s all ok.
I’m engaged (*screams*) and marrying the love of my life! We’re over the moon and so excited for the future ahead. Alongside that joy, I miss my mom and wish she could be here with me for these next chapters of my life.
Stryker took this photo of me holding our engagement flowers on NYE. While going through photos for this post, I came across the one of my mom holding flowers in almost the same way. It felt like a message from her saying that she is very much with me.
She always told me to trust the timing of my life, and I know she’s happy knowing she was right about Stryker alllll along 🤍🥂 🕊️

2025 was a year largely shaped by anticipatory grief and the fear of losing my mom. It was also a year filled with beautiful moments like celebrating Molly, her dream wedding coming to life and witnessing so much love around me.
What I know to be true is that great joy and deep grief can exist at the same time. One feeling can trigger the other, and honestly… it can be confusing to hold both. I’m incredibly lucky to have friends and family who remind me that it’s all ok.
I’m engaged (*screams*) and marrying the love of my life! We’re over the moon and so excited for the future ahead. Alongside that joy, I miss my mom and wish she could be here with me for these next chapters of my life.
Stryker took this photo of me holding our engagement flowers on NYE. While going through photos for this post, I came across the one of my mom holding flowers in almost the same way. It felt like a message from her saying that she is very much with me.
She always told me to trust the timing of my life, and I know she’s happy knowing she was right about Stryker alllll along 🤍🥂 🕊️

2025 was a year largely shaped by anticipatory grief and the fear of losing my mom. It was also a year filled with beautiful moments like celebrating Molly, her dream wedding coming to life and witnessing so much love around me.
What I know to be true is that great joy and deep grief can exist at the same time. One feeling can trigger the other, and honestly… it can be confusing to hold both. I’m incredibly lucky to have friends and family who remind me that it’s all ok.
I’m engaged (*screams*) and marrying the love of my life! We’re over the moon and so excited for the future ahead. Alongside that joy, I miss my mom and wish she could be here with me for these next chapters of my life.
Stryker took this photo of me holding our engagement flowers on NYE. While going through photos for this post, I came across the one of my mom holding flowers in almost the same way. It felt like a message from her saying that she is very much with me.
She always told me to trust the timing of my life, and I know she’s happy knowing she was right about Stryker alllll along 🤍🥂 🕊️

2025 was a year largely shaped by anticipatory grief and the fear of losing my mom. It was also a year filled with beautiful moments like celebrating Molly, her dream wedding coming to life and witnessing so much love around me.
What I know to be true is that great joy and deep grief can exist at the same time. One feeling can trigger the other, and honestly… it can be confusing to hold both. I’m incredibly lucky to have friends and family who remind me that it’s all ok.
I’m engaged (*screams*) and marrying the love of my life! We’re over the moon and so excited for the future ahead. Alongside that joy, I miss my mom and wish she could be here with me for these next chapters of my life.
Stryker took this photo of me holding our engagement flowers on NYE. While going through photos for this post, I came across the one of my mom holding flowers in almost the same way. It felt like a message from her saying that she is very much with me.
She always told me to trust the timing of my life, and I know she’s happy knowing she was right about Stryker alllll along 🤍🥂 🕊️

2025 was a year largely shaped by anticipatory grief and the fear of losing my mom. It was also a year filled with beautiful moments like celebrating Molly, her dream wedding coming to life and witnessing so much love around me.
What I know to be true is that great joy and deep grief can exist at the same time. One feeling can trigger the other, and honestly… it can be confusing to hold both. I’m incredibly lucky to have friends and family who remind me that it’s all ok.
I’m engaged (*screams*) and marrying the love of my life! We’re over the moon and so excited for the future ahead. Alongside that joy, I miss my mom and wish she could be here with me for these next chapters of my life.
Stryker took this photo of me holding our engagement flowers on NYE. While going through photos for this post, I came across the one of my mom holding flowers in almost the same way. It felt like a message from her saying that she is very much with me.
She always told me to trust the timing of my life, and I know she’s happy knowing she was right about Stryker alllll along 🤍🥂 🕊️

2025 was a year largely shaped by anticipatory grief and the fear of losing my mom. It was also a year filled with beautiful moments like celebrating Molly, her dream wedding coming to life and witnessing so much love around me.
What I know to be true is that great joy and deep grief can exist at the same time. One feeling can trigger the other, and honestly… it can be confusing to hold both. I’m incredibly lucky to have friends and family who remind me that it’s all ok.
I’m engaged (*screams*) and marrying the love of my life! We’re over the moon and so excited for the future ahead. Alongside that joy, I miss my mom and wish she could be here with me for these next chapters of my life.
Stryker took this photo of me holding our engagement flowers on NYE. While going through photos for this post, I came across the one of my mom holding flowers in almost the same way. It felt like a message from her saying that she is very much with me.
She always told me to trust the timing of my life, and I know she’s happy knowing she was right about Stryker alllll along 🤍🥂 🕊️

2025 was a year largely shaped by anticipatory grief and the fear of losing my mom. It was also a year filled with beautiful moments like celebrating Molly, her dream wedding coming to life and witnessing so much love around me.
What I know to be true is that great joy and deep grief can exist at the same time. One feeling can trigger the other, and honestly… it can be confusing to hold both. I’m incredibly lucky to have friends and family who remind me that it’s all ok.
I’m engaged (*screams*) and marrying the love of my life! We’re over the moon and so excited for the future ahead. Alongside that joy, I miss my mom and wish she could be here with me for these next chapters of my life.
Stryker took this photo of me holding our engagement flowers on NYE. While going through photos for this post, I came across the one of my mom holding flowers in almost the same way. It felt like a message from her saying that she is very much with me.
She always told me to trust the timing of my life, and I know she’s happy knowing she was right about Stryker alllll along 🤍🥂 🕊️

My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am

My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am

My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am

My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am

My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am

My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am
My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am

My mom believed deeply in reincarnation. She often told me she felt I had been her mom in a past life.
In one of our last moments together, while I was caring for her in the hospital, she said it again and we exchanged some of our last “I love you’s.” In that moment, it felt like our timelines blurred. I actually felt like I was her mom. The love that flowed between us was so deep, so expansive, it’s hard to put into words. I imagine it’s the kind of love a mother feels the first time she sees her baby. Maybe, just for that moment, our souls really recognized each other beyond this lifetime.
It tears me apart knowing my mom won’t be here physically when I become a mom. She won’t get to hold, dance, or sing with my babies like she has with my nieces and nephews. I used to feel so sad knowing she wouldn’t be able to give a Japanese middle name like she did for my sisters’ children, but in a lucid moment, she gave me a name (thank you, Aiko). And when the time comes, I’ll pass on a little piece of her love. But I have a deep knowing that she’ll still be with us. She’ll be in the music we share, the wind, the waves and the sun on our skin.
Through the grief, I can also feel a lightness. My mom’s spiritual beliefs taught us to trust that her soul is off on a new path and to know that we are eternally connected. We will always be together. She taught us not to be scared of death and rejoice that she can be free to fly.
And as always, she reminds us in her voice and her way to “Enjoy your life!”
Even though she said this was her last time on earth, if for some reason she ends up back here… I’d be honored to be her Mommychan.
All my life, she kissed my hand three times. This time, I kissed her hand three times. My way of sending her back into the universe, where I know we’ll meet again.
Love you in every lifetime 🤍 5/27, 11:33am

Cutie day with @flyanaboss for @blavity 🧚🏾♀️
Photo / @yungdij
Hair / @turnbullhair
Styling / @victoria__official
Makeup / @emiko_smith

Cutie day with @flyanaboss for @blavity 🧚🏾♀️
Photo / @yungdij
Hair / @turnbullhair
Styling / @victoria__official
Makeup / @emiko_smith

Cutie day with @flyanaboss for @blavity 🧚🏾♀️
Photo / @yungdij
Hair / @turnbullhair
Styling / @victoria__official
Makeup / @emiko_smith
POWER CLASHING for @schonmagazine
photography + creative direction. @linneabullion
video. @russelltandy_
set design + creative direction. @massoonn
art direction. @sierrafotouhi
fashion. @kaitlusk
models. @nahainikova (@photogenicsla) + @iammijon (@stormmodels)
hair. @kaytea_creates
makeup. @emiko_smith
studio. @thecoffey_house

🥶
Photo | @cody_cloud
Model | @nashkoshiro
Style | @western.gifts
Wig Master | @thomas.r.silverman
MU | @emiko_smith

🥶
Photo | @cody_cloud
Model | @nashkoshiro
Style | @western.gifts
Wig Master | @thomas.r.silverman
MU | @emiko_smith

My giiirl @iamluck drops her EP 6/24 ‘It Wasn’t Luck’ 🩸
Photo @jenna___marsh @khalilah.pianta
Edit @lifegarland
Style @iamluck
Hair @iamgabriellamancha
MU @emiko_smith
The funniest day #TasteSoGood@drinkcann @weedmaps 🌈
“Taste So Good”
directed by @jakewil
music by @leland
DP @eliastalbot
choreography @kylehanagami
co-creative direction + styling @thehouseofavalon @marko_monroe @grantvanderbilt
edit @callaird@bbonfiglio@a_lerios
prod company @londonalley
starring @guskenworthy @hayleykiyoko @iiswhoiis @jorgeous_1@kornbreadthesnack@kerricolby @patriciaarquette @sarahmgellar @vincint @willowpillqueen
vocals by @hayleykiyoko @iiswhoiis@mnek @vincint
created by @mr_lukeanderson + @jakewil
written by @mr_lukeanderson + @kimmieelizabeth
music producer @_jordanpalmer_
side street creative dir @waltercmay
head of production @matthew_kauth
prod coordinator @mclerios
prod supervisor @alexrandall
1st AD @travisbknight
2nd AD @byroncotton1
steadicam @travismontgomery00
1st AC @karsonholbrook 2nd AC @youthcultura gaffer @culorado.hickman
key grip @adamshambour
prod designer @alexseesthis
art director @logannoh
post supervisor ivanovalle
color @bryansmaller@company_3
VFX @hoodyfx
hair @fitchlunarhair@vnthone@jasbagleyhair
makeup@emiko_smith@myrubberchild dancers @gucci.errez @jazzsmith.a@juliobyme @michael_metuakore @michael_metuakore
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