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Learning to trust the “not yet”.
X.IV.MMXXVI /// 10.04.26 😶😶😶

this friday. (here’s a little sneak peek)

i don’t really have the right words for this one just a lot of gratitude.

for every message, every share, every moment you sat with my first song…
it meant more than to me than you know.
it gave me the courage to keep going, even when i wasn’t sure i had another song in me.

this one came from a quieter place.
a place of letting go, trusting God a little deeper,
and learning that i don’t have to have it all figured out to still believe He’s good.

it’s not perfect.
it’s just honest.

and i think that’s the point.

not yet, still good
out this friday

I’ve sat with this song for a long time. In the quiet. In the waiting. In the spaces where nothing seems to be happening, but everything is being formed. I’ve learned that the things that arrive slowly often carry the most weight. That God’s timing is rarely loud, but always kind.

This came from a sacred place, shaped in the some really ordinary moments, held through seasons of becoming, written while life was happening around me. With my wife. With my kids. In the middle of it all. So now it get’s to live out there in the world which feels both heavy and peaceful.

Happy New Year - May this one be held gently.

in every season (i see u)
Out now. (everywhere)

A lot of you asked for this part of the song. I didn’t expect the bridge to land the way it did. It’s honest and vulnerable. Not always needing the proof, or the answers but choosing Him in the middle of it all.

I’m still learning. If you have the voice, lift it.

Not yet. Still good.

Still here. Still singing it.
Not yet. Still good. Out now on all platforms.

It’s out now, in the universe. On every platform.

not yet, still good (heaven. earth. in between.)

late nights, voice notes, half-written lines,
prayers that turned into melodies.

i don’t know if i’ve ever sat with a song like this before.
it found me slowly.

honestly.
somewhere between “not yet” and still believing that it’s good.

april 10.

something new.

and thank you @essentials @fearofgod

The love around my first song has honestly been overwhelming. Something that was just a little dream and a box that I wanted to tick. I didn’t expect “in every season (i see u)” to be received the way it was… And if i’m honest, it has carried more weight than I knew what to do with.

It has been encouraging, deeply so, but also a little terrifying. And really humbling. I think somewhere in all of that, God started nudging me, not to say more, but to say things differently. To go deeper. To be more poetic. To trust metaphor. To trust that not everything needs to be explained to be felt.

And now the process of writing a second song after that felt daunting. Like it had to be better. Like it had to prove something. But somewhere along the way, I had to let that go. I stopped trying to beat something that isn’t even mine to measure. And just hoped to make something that might be pleasing to God’s ears in some way.

So this one came out of that space.

The in-between.
The questions.
The waiting.

And then somehow still finding Him there.

not yet, still good (heaven. earth. in-between)

april 10 🌎🌏🌍

This line keeps finding me. Again.

Still here, still singing it. Still finding so much meaning in it. Some songs don’t leave quickly.

In every season (i see u)
Out now, in the universe (everywhere)

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

This truth became the heartbeat for in every season (i see u)

What I’m learning is that silence isn’t absence. Formation doesn’t always look like fruit. And just because I couldn’t see Him… didn’t mean He couldn’t see me (YOU) He is present in the waiting, the wrestling and the winter. You’re not overlooked. You’re not behind. You’re seen.

(I see u) 🌏🌒🌔

five days in. still here. still singing it.

in every season (i see u) out now.