Emma Gold โจ๏ธโค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐๐โจ๏ธ
๐ถโจ๏ธ Sound Channelโจ๏ธ๐ถ
Devoted to Love ๐
Shining light on distortion โจ๏ธ
Weaving joy & harmony ๐ถ
@ecstatic_dubโจ
โค๐งก๐๐๐๐๐
IT IS INEVITABLE โจ๏ธ๐ฅ๐ฅฐ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

Inspiring Expression ๐ฅฐโจ๐๐ถ๐ฅณ๐๐โจ
I love to inspire you to express yourself - I love to see you moved by MY expression - be that through my voice, my mixes, my artwork and jewellery creations, sound healing, massage or simply the canvas that is my glittery face ๐๐ฅฐโจ
Inspiring emotion - bringing through the energy-in-motion that e-motion truly is, is such a passion of mine ๐ฅฐโจ๐ creating a safe space to welcome all of you, your highs, lows and everything in between absolutely lights me up!
Embodiment and emotion ๐
Bringing emotion through the body, allowing it the space to be fully felt - whatever it is - its coming up for a reason - even if we can't see what that reason is just yet .... โจ
Allowing yourself the space, allowing others the space - BEEING the space ๐ for whatever is flowing to move ๐
I witness you, your shifts, your stretches, your tears, your delight and your passion, your excitement and your pain โจ๐โจ
I sense every shift within your energy body as you lie almost motionless, receiving sound or touch, the relief and the letting go of the old, creating sighs and shakes โจ
I honour you in your clearing, I thank you for all the layers - even beyond my keen awareness that you allow to be permeated through my channel, I thank you for the power that you choose to become more of by activating your own - by re-membering yourself - coming back to you and to us all ๐
I am humbled as a creatrix, allowing this energy to move me - and witnessing myself and this magic, I surrender in gratitude to be led by divinity to bring more, more, MORE of this through! ๐๐ฅ
To guide, assist and hold you on your journey ๐
Whatever that may be - however different to mine it may look - knowing we ALL carry the same thread of creation and seeing more deeply that this - both for our own selves and through guiding others in service - for our collective wholeness - is truly our deepest purposework, here in this beautiful realm of form โจ๐๐๐ฅฐ
I am opening up 1:1 sessions to deep dive holistically into your own creative expression, embodiment and expansion - If you would love to work with me, reach out and let's see what magic we can co-create together ๐ฅฐโจ

This is part of my new mission statement โค๏ธโ๐ฅ
But also just bringing into words what it is that I do, what I assist other siStars with and how I best support already in my interactions with clients and friends โจ๏ธ
It's important to know our power and our strengths and be able to put into words what our intentions are going forwards ๐
It's time for me to begin serving more women, more beautiful beings who need my very specific slice of epicness, my very unique frequency that can assist them to tune into theirs, to find their own unique expression and drop further into their authenticity as I become more of that and drop more into that myself โค๏ธโ๐ฅ
We are all on a journey of becoming and we can all assist eachother deeply with our specific codes and light โจ๏ธ
Come and join me at my day retreat on the 6th of September as we anchor in, embody and integrate our personal and collective power ๐
Details in my bio or DM for more info
#retreat #dayretreat #powerfulcreator #express #awaken #womensretreat #womensspace #love #communityconnection #riseanyway #expression

I absolutely LOVE DJing ๐ฅฐ๐๐โจ๐ถ๐
The mixing and the merging of all the tunes, getting to switch up the vibes and flow through a whole story of sound makes me grin SO wide ๐
Finally getting round the sharing these from the last @alchemyaudio_ event in Bristol I played at โจ๐
Such an honour to once again be opening this epic night - it was a proper good ole stomp! And super grateful for these lush pics - credit to @Benrobins1 - showing all my hype and joy being in my absolute element! ๐ฅฐ
Calling in more shows for next year, flowing with the fun and abundance of it more than the stress of tech - upgrading the tech and leaning into PLAY more! โจ๐ถ๐ฅฐ๐โจ
Thankyou beautiful humans from @alchemyaudio_ always a pleasure and sending so much love your way! ๐
#bristolbass #alchemyaudio #femaledj #elumin #dubstepdj #dubstepqueen #bassheavy #undergroundfusion #bristolnightout #fullmoon #dj #bassdj #bassface #lovethehype #bossbabe

I absolutely LOVE DJing ๐ฅฐ๐๐โจ๐ถ๐
The mixing and the merging of all the tunes, getting to switch up the vibes and flow through a whole story of sound makes me grin SO wide ๐
Finally getting round the sharing these from the last @alchemyaudio_ event in Bristol I played at โจ๐
Such an honour to once again be opening this epic night - it was a proper good ole stomp! And super grateful for these lush pics - credit to @Benrobins1 - showing all my hype and joy being in my absolute element! ๐ฅฐ
Calling in more shows for next year, flowing with the fun and abundance of it more than the stress of tech - upgrading the tech and leaning into PLAY more! โจ๐ถ๐ฅฐ๐โจ
Thankyou beautiful humans from @alchemyaudio_ always a pleasure and sending so much love your way! ๐
#bristolbass #alchemyaudio #femaledj #elumin #dubstepdj #dubstepqueen #bassheavy #undergroundfusion #bristolnightout #fullmoon #dj #bassdj #bassface #lovethehype #bossbabe

I absolutely LOVE DJing ๐ฅฐ๐๐โจ๐ถ๐
The mixing and the merging of all the tunes, getting to switch up the vibes and flow through a whole story of sound makes me grin SO wide ๐
Finally getting round the sharing these from the last @alchemyaudio_ event in Bristol I played at โจ๐
Such an honour to once again be opening this epic night - it was a proper good ole stomp! And super grateful for these lush pics - credit to @Benrobins1 - showing all my hype and joy being in my absolute element! ๐ฅฐ
Calling in more shows for next year, flowing with the fun and abundance of it more than the stress of tech - upgrading the tech and leaning into PLAY more! โจ๐ถ๐ฅฐ๐โจ
Thankyou beautiful humans from @alchemyaudio_ always a pleasure and sending so much love your way! ๐
#bristolbass #alchemyaudio #femaledj #elumin #dubstepdj #dubstepqueen #bassheavy #undergroundfusion #bristolnightout #fullmoon #dj #bassdj #bassface #lovethehype #bossbabe

I made a thing ๐ฅฐ๐๐
Electroforming is so cooooool ๐๐โจ๏ธ
This was my first trial piece of a new collection I will be bringing out over the next few months ๐
Super happy with how it turned out and will be experimenting more with different crystals and making more fun and beautiful things ๐
Got that creative life-force flowing through me once again ๐ฅฐโจ๏ธ๐๐
#creation #electroforming #jewellery #creative #labradorite

I made a thing ๐ฅฐ๐๐
Electroforming is so cooooool ๐๐โจ๏ธ
This was my first trial piece of a new collection I will be bringing out over the next few months ๐
Super happy with how it turned out and will be experimenting more with different crystals and making more fun and beautiful things ๐
Got that creative life-force flowing through me once again ๐ฅฐโจ๏ธ๐๐
#creation #electroforming #jewellery #creative #labradorite

I made a thing ๐ฅฐ๐๐
Electroforming is so cooooool ๐๐โจ๏ธ
This was my first trial piece of a new collection I will be bringing out over the next few months ๐
Super happy with how it turned out and will be experimenting more with different crystals and making more fun and beautiful things ๐
Got that creative life-force flowing through me once again ๐ฅฐโจ๏ธ๐๐
#creation #electroforming #jewellery #creative #labradorite

Nobody cares that you don't care ๐คญ
#bebraveandlove #chalantasf #zerofollowing #isitcoolyeah #unity

Loads of fun playing @shamsforhumanity festival a couple weeks ago ๐ฅฐ๐๐
Thanks to @gingerbugsound for having me, the whole cru brought the absolute viiiiibessss!! ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
I just uploaded my set to my Soundcloud - check it out through the link in my bio and lemme know if you loved it as much as the Shams lot did! ๐ฅฐ๐๐
See you all in a field soon! ๐ฅ๐๐
#shamsforhumanity #gingerbugsound #femaledj #bassheavy #freepalestiฬne

This is a thread for me, the siStar wound, the comparison, jealousy, unworthiness and limitation that can come from seeing another beautiful woman shine, or the fear, overwhelm or defensiveness that can come through the potential of truly and deeply holding her in her fullness โจ๏ธ
I witness this within me, and have done for a long time, and interestingly, the willingness to look at, address, admit and call out these things, has led to more closing and pushing away by other women than if I had just said nothing, not spoken my truth, not expressed my feeling and just kept still and silent ๐
Sharing with other women that their power triggers me, that their beauty creates comparison and unease within me has led to interesting energies of, what feels to me like, danger codes within them. Like my observation has in someway, created a threat, rather than a desired rebalancing โ๏ธ
Like in attempting to bridge these feelings, be honest about what is moving through me and communicate myself fully to a woman who, I not only deeply respect and admire, but see to be walking the same path of liberation that I am intending to, by shining light on these places of stickiness and bringing them forth for collective healing and integration ๐
Sharing with friends in the most vulnerable and heartfelt way, that their actions have hurt and impacted me, only to have defensive and dismissive energy shut me down, push me away and cause them to literally snarl, tear apart my being and my character and judge my decision to not accept that energy as happiness to discard them, when the whole intention was to create awareness, and repair any fracture of misunderstanding ๐
Opening to sharing the very depths of my being, my pain, anger and sadness with women who I felt I could trust, who soothed, reassured and welcomed my wholeness and then switched without warning to completely forgetting my existence, abandoning plans, connections and friendships and even in some cases raging at me for daring to question their actions and highlight the distortion and pain that comes through being told that holding is there, only to turn round and it just, not be ๐
Continued in comments ๐

This is a thread for me, the siStar wound, the comparison, jealousy, unworthiness and limitation that can come from seeing another beautiful woman shine, or the fear, overwhelm or defensiveness that can come through the potential of truly and deeply holding her in her fullness โจ๏ธ
I witness this within me, and have done for a long time, and interestingly, the willingness to look at, address, admit and call out these things, has led to more closing and pushing away by other women than if I had just said nothing, not spoken my truth, not expressed my feeling and just kept still and silent ๐
Sharing with other women that their power triggers me, that their beauty creates comparison and unease within me has led to interesting energies of, what feels to me like, danger codes within them. Like my observation has in someway, created a threat, rather than a desired rebalancing โ๏ธ
Like in attempting to bridge these feelings, be honest about what is moving through me and communicate myself fully to a woman who, I not only deeply respect and admire, but see to be walking the same path of liberation that I am intending to, by shining light on these places of stickiness and bringing them forth for collective healing and integration ๐
Sharing with friends in the most vulnerable and heartfelt way, that their actions have hurt and impacted me, only to have defensive and dismissive energy shut me down, push me away and cause them to literally snarl, tear apart my being and my character and judge my decision to not accept that energy as happiness to discard them, when the whole intention was to create awareness, and repair any fracture of misunderstanding ๐
Opening to sharing the very depths of my being, my pain, anger and sadness with women who I felt I could trust, who soothed, reassured and welcomed my wholeness and then switched without warning to completely forgetting my existence, abandoning plans, connections and friendships and even in some cases raging at me for daring to question their actions and highlight the distortion and pain that comes through being told that holding is there, only to turn round and it just, not be ๐
Continued in comments ๐

This is a thread for me, the siStar wound, the comparison, jealousy, unworthiness and limitation that can come from seeing another beautiful woman shine, or the fear, overwhelm or defensiveness that can come through the potential of truly and deeply holding her in her fullness โจ๏ธ
I witness this within me, and have done for a long time, and interestingly, the willingness to look at, address, admit and call out these things, has led to more closing and pushing away by other women than if I had just said nothing, not spoken my truth, not expressed my feeling and just kept still and silent ๐
Sharing with other women that their power triggers me, that their beauty creates comparison and unease within me has led to interesting energies of, what feels to me like, danger codes within them. Like my observation has in someway, created a threat, rather than a desired rebalancing โ๏ธ
Like in attempting to bridge these feelings, be honest about what is moving through me and communicate myself fully to a woman who, I not only deeply respect and admire, but see to be walking the same path of liberation that I am intending to, by shining light on these places of stickiness and bringing them forth for collective healing and integration ๐
Sharing with friends in the most vulnerable and heartfelt way, that their actions have hurt and impacted me, only to have defensive and dismissive energy shut me down, push me away and cause them to literally snarl, tear apart my being and my character and judge my decision to not accept that energy as happiness to discard them, when the whole intention was to create awareness, and repair any fracture of misunderstanding ๐
Opening to sharing the very depths of my being, my pain, anger and sadness with women who I felt I could trust, who soothed, reassured and welcomed my wholeness and then switched without warning to completely forgetting my existence, abandoning plans, connections and friendships and even in some cases raging at me for daring to question their actions and highlight the distortion and pain that comes through being told that holding is there, only to turn round and it just, not be ๐
Continued in comments ๐

This is a thread for me, the siStar wound, the comparison, jealousy, unworthiness and limitation that can come from seeing another beautiful woman shine, or the fear, overwhelm or defensiveness that can come through the potential of truly and deeply holding her in her fullness โจ๏ธ
I witness this within me, and have done for a long time, and interestingly, the willingness to look at, address, admit and call out these things, has led to more closing and pushing away by other women than if I had just said nothing, not spoken my truth, not expressed my feeling and just kept still and silent ๐
Sharing with other women that their power triggers me, that their beauty creates comparison and unease within me has led to interesting energies of, what feels to me like, danger codes within them. Like my observation has in someway, created a threat, rather than a desired rebalancing โ๏ธ
Like in attempting to bridge these feelings, be honest about what is moving through me and communicate myself fully to a woman who, I not only deeply respect and admire, but see to be walking the same path of liberation that I am intending to, by shining light on these places of stickiness and bringing them forth for collective healing and integration ๐
Sharing with friends in the most vulnerable and heartfelt way, that their actions have hurt and impacted me, only to have defensive and dismissive energy shut me down, push me away and cause them to literally snarl, tear apart my being and my character and judge my decision to not accept that energy as happiness to discard them, when the whole intention was to create awareness, and repair any fracture of misunderstanding ๐
Opening to sharing the very depths of my being, my pain, anger and sadness with women who I felt I could trust, who soothed, reassured and welcomed my wholeness and then switched without warning to completely forgetting my existence, abandoning plans, connections and friendships and even in some cases raging at me for daring to question their actions and highlight the distortion and pain that comes through being told that holding is there, only to turn round and it just, not be ๐
Continued in comments ๐

This is a thread for me, the siStar wound, the comparison, jealousy, unworthiness and limitation that can come from seeing another beautiful woman shine, or the fear, overwhelm or defensiveness that can come through the potential of truly and deeply holding her in her fullness โจ๏ธ
I witness this within me, and have done for a long time, and interestingly, the willingness to look at, address, admit and call out these things, has led to more closing and pushing away by other women than if I had just said nothing, not spoken my truth, not expressed my feeling and just kept still and silent ๐
Sharing with other women that their power triggers me, that their beauty creates comparison and unease within me has led to interesting energies of, what feels to me like, danger codes within them. Like my observation has in someway, created a threat, rather than a desired rebalancing โ๏ธ
Like in attempting to bridge these feelings, be honest about what is moving through me and communicate myself fully to a woman who, I not only deeply respect and admire, but see to be walking the same path of liberation that I am intending to, by shining light on these places of stickiness and bringing them forth for collective healing and integration ๐
Sharing with friends in the most vulnerable and heartfelt way, that their actions have hurt and impacted me, only to have defensive and dismissive energy shut me down, push me away and cause them to literally snarl, tear apart my being and my character and judge my decision to not accept that energy as happiness to discard them, when the whole intention was to create awareness, and repair any fracture of misunderstanding ๐
Opening to sharing the very depths of my being, my pain, anger and sadness with women who I felt I could trust, who soothed, reassured and welcomed my wholeness and then switched without warning to completely forgetting my existence, abandoning plans, connections and friendships and even in some cases raging at me for daring to question their actions and highlight the distortion and pain that comes through being told that holding is there, only to turn round and it just, not be ๐
Continued in comments ๐

I think I just saw myself ....
Like something just hit me and I dunno if it's this planetary energy vibin or what but, suddenly, none of it matters and I can just BE โจ๏ธ
Truly seeing me for me, just as I am, in every movement, quirk and fluctuation and just accepting who and what I am ๐
I literally know myself, love myself and accept myself โจ๏ธ
I still have things to do to get myself more aligned and feeling fine ๐ฅ
But something just shifted and the weight feels lighter, the density moved somehow and I no longer have to carry such heaviness ....
I can just be me, and love that, and play in my joy and my rainbows ๐๐ถ
I am a gorgeous, giggling, rich ass rainbow queeeeen ๐ฅฐ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ถโจ๏ธ
Lol and I just heard an owl so that must be wise truth hehe ๐โจ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฆ
Love you ya beauties ๐
#selfacceptance #newmoonshift #planetaryalignment #selflove #blessedandgrateful

Mmmmmm ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ
Hehe ๐
So for me, the most empowered bosssss vibes are when I'm driving about with my volume cranked all the way up, bass levels high and energy sparkling โจ๏ธ
I take all this spiritual shit SO seriously, I truly believe my mission and purpose, to awaken myself and all you 'others' to the remembering of our true nature, our eternal existence beyond this human illusion and the fucking POWER we all hold, and how, giving it away, is just blaaaady maaad maaayyte! ๐คฏ
But also, I know how I am and I do get all caught up and laser focused, and actually, that can create even more of a power drain if we don't remember to PLAY ๐ฅฐโจ๏ธ๐๐๐
I spend most of my time in solitude and have done for the last .....6 years?! Lollllll ๐คฃ
So sometimes the fear, the scarcity, the alone-ness of this experience can feel SO heavy and the mission can feel like the tallest insurmountable peak ..... ๐
And I forget that it's literally all a fucking game ๐ฎ
And yes of course we came here for the pain and the suffering of being human in all our sadistic little ways ๐ตโ๐ซ
But also we are moving from that now, which is the whole PEACE!!! ๐คทโโ๏ธ
So I am deciding to have more fun, receive more pleasure, relax and let dafuq go some more, move my body from joy, reclaim my sensual deliciousness and trust in the colourful unfolding of the life I am blessed and lucky asf to be living by leaning back and letting life and the energy of that dutty bass fully take me ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐คญ๐๐ hehe ๐ฅฐ
And part of that surrender is to come and spend the summer in good company, leaning into full time creativity, crafting my business, my body and my beats and getting to dance, eat delicious food and receive some love from some of my ultimate favourite beans ๐
So ima move down to Bristol for the summmmmmerrrr ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฆ
Cuz literally why the fuck not?! Hehe, van times and good vibes - Bristol fam, invite me places, I would love to join you, connect, collaborate, create and PLAY in the sunshine ๐
This feels like both ease AND an edge .... which is like the best kind of pleasure right?! ๐ hehehe ๐ฅ๐
How can YOU rise into your power and pleasure this year? ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฆ

The same energies that allow toxicity in the world ๐
Would like to see you consent to toxicity within yourself โจ๏ธ
The consent to toxicity within yourself ๐
Is the consent to toxicity within the world ๐
What are you choosing? โจ๏ธ
#toxic #chooselife #idonotconsent #noexcuses #donthurtyourself
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